So everyone day goes on. A bunch of stuff is happen. I have caught myself on the verge of tears numerous times today. I did not realize how much food was a part of my life and now it is gone. But I guess in the long run it will all be for the best.

Sorry Rant off..

Derek I would call you but I cannot find your phone number any where.

Well the good news. I was able to get in the shower and not as soon as I got done got sleep as has been the problem the last few days. For a couple of days if I walk to the bathroom I will fall asleep as soon as I sat down. My strenght is coming back and I am feeling better ( Read more... )

Everything went well. It has just kicked my ass as far as getting around. I am getting winded really easily currently but hopefully in a week or so I will have that under control. Game other than email and phone call is problary on hold until March smiply becuase I am not sure if I could handle the car ride ( Read more... )

Getting ready to leave the house. Neverous. Frighten. Pumped. All at the same time. My stomach feels like it is a lead weight. Put I guess that will not be for much longer. I hope I am doing the right thing. Guess I will know for sure here in a bit. What I would not do for a Mt.Dew right now ( Read more... )

Guess What? It has finally got to the point that it is tomorrow. I am going to get gutted like a fish. I would love it of all you who do eat fish could eat fish tomorrow in honor of this event. It would mean so much to me that as you bite in that wonderful fish that I am laying out on a Table ( Read more... )

Everything at work today SUCKED. Expect the audit which is going well. But I only have to put up with Work for 2 more days. Then I get a month off. And hopefully there will be less of me when I go back. Today, one of the few times I was not kicking someone out, I was asked what I was looking forward to the most about losing weight. Here is ( Read more... )

So game Friday night was awesome. I do not think will ever be able to pass out dental dams again at work. It was fun to hang out with people and have fun. Sometimes the fun time at game is when you sit around and just come up with stuff to talke about. Who needs plot any way ( Read more... )

So I am sitting at work being bored. My friend Dawn has not been here this week so it just not as fun. You know every place needs some one you can make rude comments and inapporate comments. I will miss good ole Portia ( Read more... )

I just took that damm quiz on corruption and guess I need to go adjust the halo. Cause I only got a 34 my my what a good boy am I. So you can only wonder how I ended up with a 34 cause I know that should shock some of you that is that high ( Read more... )

So I went. The Car ride sucks. I know offical hate car rides. I am even going to take the train to Chicago for the may event. If I could would I would take the train to work ever day now ( Read more... )