this is for you scott
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for those who read these and think there is something seriously wrong with me.. here is how i really feel ( Read more... )

as the dust fell and the sun rose.... damn. ill come back to that..

tears fell and cascaded across the blood and broken glass that was once his love and happiness.. gone.. shattered in seconds, what was once a tower of beauty and strength that took years to build.. but all gone.. shattered was his life.. shattered was he.. and he took the chances.. and he was willing to make the sacrifices for it, this tower of ( Read more... )

i dunno... this evening was good cuz i hung out with joe. it was fun it being just he and i.. we listend to this song.. and it made me happy.. something i needed. i also need sleep.. but i guess that wont be coming too soon... damn.. oh well.. that 18 bucks is gone ( Read more... )

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for sleeps sake, tell me everything is ok, tell me things will be fine. cuz sleep is the only time i have an ounce of sanity. through all the fucked up shit in my dreams, its the only thing that makes sense in my life. without it i have no stability. and i dip into the norm of a dream. saddness and anxiety take their toll and the disillusion of ( Read more... )

> Dear Red States ( Read more... )

took to shore of the vast sea of his mind... he looks for the truth and treasure.. not to his surprise he knows that it is not there... for all that is wanted has been washed away with the sunami thoughts crashing along the walls of his memories.. slowly weathering away what once was happy times... of course those are all gone.. and they can never ( Read more... )

down on my knees, but not to pray..
hit so hard across the skull it buckled my legs...
she told me i had hell to pay...

i pay..