Over the past month or so there have been many different stress factors in my life. It seems like I have this uncontrollable urge to pack up and relocate my head. It doesn't seem to fit on my shoulders any more. I feel like my brain is going to implode. So many things have been going throughmy head, questioning my identity, the decisions I have ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think that things are going to really look up for me. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and I just don't want to roll out of bed. The past week I have had no trouble whatsoever. It's like I know I am heading for something good, I can feel it. SO now its only a matter of time. But there are still those moments in the day, when all I ( Read more... )

I started my new job on Monday, I worked 56 hours this week. I like this job, I think its going to work out just fine. I am definetly ready for a break though. It's good to be making money now, good money instead of some crappy nine dollar and hour job where I spend more on gas then anything else. I hope I get hired full, and then we can get our ( Read more... )

Just listen to the rythym of the traffic in the city. Linger on the sidewalk where the neon signs are pretty, How can you lose. The lights are much brighter there you can forget all your troubles, forget all your cares and go to your local Sears store and buy the tools you want!

I hate traveling. I love visiting. I used to love driving. Now I hate it. The weather always sucks. And the traffics always slow. Cut-offs, no turn signals. Whats wrong with people. Not only are they just plain inconsiderate, but they can't drive for shit. There I feel better now.

So for the last, well who knows how long, I have worked 6 days a week, Nine hours a day 6 on Saturday. I think its finally catching up with me. For the past few days I haven't been feeling very well. So today I drove all the way to work (about a half an hour away) and when I got there I felt like absolute shit. So I came home and Munkee, was nice ( Read more... )

According to me straight white male balding stepfather. Apparently I am not supposed to be around my nine year old little sister because she'll become a dyke too. Because playing innocent games can make you gay. Yep you can catch it like its the flu! It's funny to me, the same guy that once told me when I was 6 or 7 that I was worthless, and ( Read more... )

God I can't wait till this week is over. And I just get to sit at home and relax and do nothing.I have a rant, and so you know this could get heated, that's a warning Munkee!! There was a discussion at work about languages. The first part started because of the 2 girls that I work with, they're Moung(sp?). The Constantly talk about everybody as if ( Read more... )

Yesterday was our Birthday. Poor me I had to work yesterday. I didn't mind I felt bad for Munkee though had to sit home and do nothing. Well sort of. I guess it will all pay off. I should have a pretty good sized check Pay off all I'll need to. Save some spend some. Get back on my feet. We have a weekend sort of planned ouot I want to work on it ( Read more... )

Munkee and I went to the beach today. The waves were incredible. We only went for two hours, but it was long enough to tire me out. We plan to go again next weekend. Hopefully it will be nice and wavey then too. We had alot of fun together, probably the most we've had in a while. The past week has been really long for me, esspecially with a new job ( Read more... )