one of my cats died tonight
here's to you jasper from december of second grade to july of my sophmoreyear of college

"Dagny, it's not that I don't suffer, it's that I know the unimportance of suffering, I know that pain is to be fought and thrown aside, not to be accepted as part of one's soul and as a permanent scar across one's view of existence. Don't feel sorry for me."

A little under a year ago, I said that I was probably the happiest that I'd ever been. That post was like a flower in a field of mud unfortintly, I found that I do absoultely but bitch and moan in my journal still. I found that when I take the time to write about something that matters to me, I'm not as bad a writer as I once thought myself to be ( Read more... )

My attention span is all gone, I had to wake up super early to drive my mom to the airport, I am paying for it, but it was worth doing. I droped my car off at the reapair place, it will be working great for my trips to st. louis and iowa, I look forward to them. My pay checks however are something I'm not looking forward to, last pay period I ( Read more... )

I like budhists alot, I just had a conversation with the only coworker I like, we talked about how we'd both be happy with just our knowledge even if we were in debt for the rest of our lives.

The worst feeling of all is the one where your disapointed in yourself

I've spent two weeks in texas, the first week horrible, the second week just a little better. I'm sick of the mentality of awarding the weak, it's a perfect example of why Ayn Rands works cannot be completely discredited, I'm so tempted to just quit being a UU and as a parting gift send everyone a copy of the fountainhead highlighted so that they ( Read more... )

I hate texas

oh yeah, to top it off, today after work after i found out toshibas gonna rob me, my car didn't start. Fuck bad luck

so my laptop isn't coverd by warnty due to damage to a usb port on the motherboard, it's gonna cost me 500 to fix....I don't have that money right now, i don't know what to do, it's super stressful