to those of you that humped my penguin pillow, you will pay, you will pay dearly, I am not nearly anywehre close to equal with any of you.

For those of you that follow this but don't know. I've been going through some really tough shit lately. I'm in a bit of a bad situation with a good friend of mine, I got carried away and did something I knew immidiatly afterwords was outa line, thought I had cleared it up, but it seems I hadn't, I think I dreamed about it, in any case it's ( Read more... )

I hate that feeling, where you feel like you have more to talk about to strangers then you do anyone else. I'm lonely right now, I guess tonight could epitomize that. Mom's outa town, I have a headache, I'm just sitting on the computer talking to another new faceless name, with music on and infomercialas in the background. I started slacking in ( Read more... )

Things kinda hit a fan last night, Mom had a friend die of breast cancer two days ago, and a lady from our church is expected to die from cancer this week sometime. On top of that we've been having problems with insurance, so A. my rate got uped from 100 to 140, B. mom has to come up with 800 dollars by the end of the month ( Read more... )

So things have been going pretty well, I'm feeling a little stressed out because I have no guidance in a few areas where I really need it, as it's my first time doing this things (UU consulting) and I'm just like lost and that's frustrating. Besides that schools going fairly well, I'm behind in reading but was able to participate in discussion, I' ( Read more... )

fuck this shit

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I utter these words daily when I go to work, atleast twice once getting off the bus on the way to work once getting off the bus to my car. Today as I exited, I stoped for a second and thought of how hackneyed that phrase was to me, how much I use it and how I'm not sure either to me or to them it means anything anymore. Then I thought of why I ( Read more... )

As any drive through the desert this one was equally as depressing, simulated tumble weed played by plastic bags light poles perectly playing the roles of cacti I'm searching for myself just like any one lost in a desert would ( Read more... )

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