I'm riding home in pain again baby
But that don't mean sh-t to you
You're currently engaged
In an intimate conversation
With a young groupie or two
They say "players only love you
when they're playing games"
Still I gave my heart to you
I should have stayed away
Like my friends all told me to

Every time I turn around
I find my heart in pieces on the ground
So ( Read more... )

Omg I think I miss my live Journal. I'v been on Myspace for so long. Im a trader.

Haha well my worked blocked me to go on myspace so I ended up here. Well Its been so long since. I have updated this thing. Wow so much has happend nothing I really feel like talking about but its been a pretty long and upsetting and also happy time. I wish I knew how ( Read more... )

She put him out like the burning end of a midnight cigarette.
She broke his heart: He spent his whole life trying to forget.
We watched him drink his pain away, a little at a time,
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind,
Until the night:
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger.
And finally drank away her memory.
Life is ( Read more... )

i sat up all day tryin to get my life back together, i got a job hopefully im sure i will get it 2 g's a month but that still doesnt feel good right now. i have had six days to my self and just to talk to myself about what i want in life? what do i want? Love, passion, motivation to wake up in the morning what do u do when everyone around u looks ( Read more... )

After school ( Read more... )

My life has been pretty rough this past year... I have had to deal with alot of heartbreak, loss, happiness, smiles, tears, depression,  and alot confusion. I have woke up today and realized it is just a chapter in my life that can simply be placed in my book and I could now just move on. I have had some fun times dont get me wrong... I did ( Read more... )

Well yeah its been awhile since i last wrote on here so i decided to update. Things have been different but pretty much staying the same tomarrow im going to try to apply for second semester at FIDM in san deigo. Im not so sure how that will work but i know i can do it. Well yeah its my girls bri's birthday on sunday so sat is her party and sunday ( Read more... )

Well it is 10:20 I am leaving to the airport in 40 minutes. I am so scared i know i am going to have a blast. Papas N Beer i am hitting up tonight. I will miss everyone so much Ill try to call all my close friends. Have Fun in simi Peace out losers jk. Love you wish me luck.

With you i fall so fast i can hardly catch my breath i hope it last it ( Read more... )

Can you believe it, its finally here I have one more day untill I graduate. Im actually in class I have 5 more minutes of school left and thats it. Well everything is going really good me and Kendell are back together and I leave for my senior trip in like 5 days OMG. Puerto here we come. Bri, Tara, Alondra- we are going to rip that place up I cant ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd ( Read more... )