i was thinking: why the fuck would anyone care about what I write here? I can tell flo this shit anyways. i discussions with friends I felt that the whole "blogging" thing is useless. Imean it's not like a website to "promote" or "inform" about stuff though LJ is sometimes used for that. but as far as what I'm "feeling" or "thinking" well, to be ( Read more... )

i guess when the native people's cooked they started fire by accidents, and maybe there were some pyro's around then too. but some fuckstick almost burned me alive and our house/street /etc ( Read more... )

".......sleep tight everything will be alright at the end of the night it'll be the day....."
d.rascall
i miss you flofie already!
see you sat.
xxooo

watashi no atama ga warui, demo watashi no shinzo ga ipai.
so ka na.......
why is it that I can't see the forest? when I'm surrounded by trees?
I need to focus on the great things I have rather than all the fucking bullshit that tries to ruin me... to kill me inside.
I'm happiest when I'm dreaming......

party tomorrow. maybe fun. have to hide the indoor garden from unknowing co-workers ( Read more... )

really feeling blah. no answers no reasons no nothing.

yes, life, drink it up ( Read more... )

working on the RPA newsletter #2 ( Read more... )

i used to have alot of friends. now they're all scattered to the wind, shrewsbury,pepperell, SF, sacramento, sudbury,lancaster,etc. what does it mean? what does it matter? since they all live inside me all the time it's like they're with me constantly ( Read more... )

a client we thought was dead showed up today. i'm not a believer in miracles aexcept for the the miracles that have happened to me and every person I know...BUT. this was/is one. we thought she was a slab, and now she's coming to see the MD ( Read more... )