so yeah day off today lazy day. classes started yesterday. not much goin on at all. man, im goin nutz. ooo finally got to work out to day to thank god its been to long. gotta get myself lookin cut and sexy. alright i gotta go figure some stuff out for class.

fuck fuck fuck, godammitwish i was lucky or something. fuckin my car is DYING .... GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!! and of course im only gonna have like 3-4 grand to fuckin buy one, with a loan that i take out that i WONT BE ABLE TO PAY.. WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF, how hard do i have to fuckin work how much bullshit do i have to deal with????? something good happen to ( Read more... )

all i want is some lovin thats all i strive for.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck, why cant i ever have any fuckin time to relax?????? fu ckin school, work, school, work, obligations. i cant even get a half of a day where i can fucking relax. my back hurts like fuck and no one gives a shit. i feel like crap, im tired, i didnt call my sister yesterday, im so fuckin overwhelmed and i feel like crap. why ( Read more... )

stressed, stressed stressed i want to throw up.

sara's goin to get a new car today. man i would kill to have a new car. i dont want a fuckin car that you have to be afraid to drive it fuckin sucks. i hate this kuz i dont have anything profoundly good to put in this website anymore. its like depressing stuff that erks me. i feel like im the only kid that it just sucks for. just about everyone i ( Read more... )

GOd im so tired of working, im not going to get a day off till this semester is over.I work like everyday except for tuesday and tuesday i have school all day long. on top of that I CANT MAKE ANY FUCKIN MONEY. IM SO FUCKIN SICK OF IT. why why why??? all my money goes to bills, and fuckin necessities. ill NEVER fuckin get a car, or anything i want. ( Read more... )

day after my birthday. my birthday sucked all i said i wanted to do was relax. and instead i ran errands all day then got to argue and be with a pissed off brittany from like 7 -12. and now because briittany does not want to try and help me with anything about my little sister on saterday, I DONT HAVE FUCKIN TIME OFF ALL WEEK AND I FEEL LIKE MY ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck, im so tired. every day there is some part of every day that i have to work my ass off every day. i would fucking kill for a day to just chill sleep and relax at home but it is impossible, where i have a day off someone else always has something (multiple things) for me to help them with.i have probably been behind on sleep for i ( Read more... )

well its kind of bumming ......... some one who was pretty close to me back in the day, like, doesnt even remember me now. fuckin sad.