All righty then... Erik's parents don't want me in their house. But I've kind of had that feeling since the moment I walked through their front door for the very first time. I had been living there for about 5 close to 6 months. And I still just was not feeling welcome. I know that they tried their hardest to put on a happy face when I came into ( Read more... )

Talking to Mr. Erik seems to always help me when I'm in a bad mood. Last night he told me not to worry so much. It's so hard not to worry about things when you aren't there to see what is actually happening. But he's right... I need to teach myself not to worry so dang much about things. It makes me come off weird haha. Always apologizing for ( Read more... )

I really don't know why I have such bad paranoia... it probably has to do with the fact that once someone lies to you just one time... it's hard to take what they say as truth anymore. But I guess that's just something I'm going to have to get over eventually.

I'm sitting here in stephanie's house.. Kodee is asleep and I'm missing the heck out of ( Read more... )

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I'm just chillen out jamming to some tunes. I have a hair appointment at 2. It's 1 24 right now. Kodee should be coming home today! I'm so excited. I miss her so much. I was thinking about her sooooo much ( Read more... )

Yeah I called work today to see if they wanted me to come in still seeing as i have a pretty bad cold and I'm coughing up my lungs here. And they usually tell you not to worry about it because working with food is a bad idea. But instead the manager that I was talking to transfered me to another manager without telling me... and this other manager ( Read more... )

Things are pretty fucking SHITTY!
Erik is not going to be here until tomorrow... and he was supposed to be here tonight =(
This is like the 16th time that I've cried in the past two days.
I'm not going to be able to stay with Kodee for very long.
The reason for that is.. I'm going to have to put in as many hours as I possibly can at work.
Because ( Read more... )

I'm on hiatus... do not call or anything

okay.. so it's been like a week since i've updated this shit.. but hey! now is like the perfect time to do so. Nothing is going on right now except the droning of this fan. haha and I am totally amazed by the rocking chairs in this house. I am most definitely loving it seeing as I am tripping my bawls off. It's been a while since I've done that as ( Read more... )

AAHH! I fucking love MSI! But who in there wrong mind doesnt?!?!  haha yosh! I just finished doing erik's hair. And now I am talking to the lovely miss kodee on AIM. And rocking out to some hendrix baby! I am mad anxious though. That's why I'm typing in here to get this mess of words outta mah skull ( Read more... )

I am drinking some delicious juice right now that mr. erik brought me! hooray! but i am like mad pissed that i'm all outta moneys =( my stoopid check still has not gotten here. But i wanted to go to the store and get more fun things. But I guess that is just going to have to wait til like monday. My ankle is still being a douche.. and I have to go ( Read more... )