DAMNIT.
i am in a dilemma.
caitlin, my best friend, is having her sweet 16 party on THE SAME DAY as taste of chaos.
& I HAVE TO CHOOSE.
WHAT THE FUCK is up with that.
I CANT CHOOOSE!

ahah man its been funn ( Read more... )

god. vicky is talking to me & i seriously am going to kill her soon. i need some help guys.

wahh. i am confused about everything.

Well I just got back from the Pontiac trip w/the jazz band last night ( Read more... )

i'm trying to get happy.
it occasionally works.
but seeing him & vicky together makes everything crash.
he flirted with me in band.
that sucked.
cuz i couldn't kiss him.
i almost did but that'd be terrible.
We talked & stuff.

All guys suck. they should all die.

jamie and me are over.

man. i haven't talked to jamie since friday. i miss that kid.

well things are ok. Me & dad got in a huge fight last night. he basically told me how i'm on my way to juvie & how i'm worthless & stupid & he'd kick me out at any minute. god. i fucking hate living here. bah. i called james bawling last night. cuz i thought i was gonna get kicked out. he helped a lot. but ugahdksafjdlsf. i thought everything was ( Read more... )