wtf???

[doinitwitrythem]

I feel like a kid all fucking over again, fucking seriously. Like having the labels of who you can and cannot be with because it either clashes with your parents belief and what religion you were raised in and they were raised in and so on and so forth, or because their family isnt wealthy like yours,or because of hear say or whatever, only this

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[natalieabryant]

What?? Tay... he said that... he was still... madly in love with me? God.. I mean.. the other night when I saw him... I um.. he said he still felt for me.. but wow.. I just.. I didnt realize how much, it's just getting harder and harder.. I dunno. I'm sorry.. Tay and I are over but I feel bad that he's so upset about us. Zac, dont you at all feel badly that Kate and Tay are so angry at us? I love you, I really do I'm just having a hard time with all of this coming at us. We should talk, maybe it would be a lot easier if we took things slower or something? I have no clue what to do, I just wish I could be with you and we didnt need to worry about anything else but there are other things happening here besides us baby and we cant ignore that. I'm so sorry that this is hard for us, and I'm sorry to Kate and Tay for hurting them.

I love you Zac.

[doinitwitrythem]

Of course he said that Natalie...but come on, its nothing you didn't already know..I mean you said so urself that he told you how in love he was with you and everything else and you guys kissed and I thought thats what led to the kiss...was I mistaken?? But why do you seem so flatterd Natalie?I mean, you cant just up and forget the past and how hard you fought for your marriage to work and it was pretty much a one sided thing, I know he was going through a mental "phase" around that time but still..you were so hurt and i've never hurt you baby and I can't come to terms with why he deserves you more when I treat you like the gift that you are, your gods greatest creation and I know that and value that for every bit that its worth.You say that it hurts that I should still be in love with Kate...but..I dont act so smitten when she says it back...I..I mean..I just don't know.It's only as hard as you make it, especially when you let your feelings for an old flame get in the way with the feelings you have right now.I dont want to force you

[natalieabryant]

It's just that you made it sound... um... more intense than I thought. I dunno. Whatever it doesnt matter. Sorry hun, I'm not being flattered. We can just forget about it. And yeah, he'd told me that he loved me, and thats how we ended up kissing.. but I'm with you now and that doesnt matter. I love you now. So we stopped and nothing else happened. I realize you've never hurt me Zac and who said that I forgot about how Tay and I were? You're making it sound like him and i are fucking conspiring to get together. I'm sorry! I'm sorry for however I'm acting that you dont like! God Zac.. I really dont know what to say right now.

I love you but I have no idea what is happening with us.

Zac, dont put this on me like I'm not putting enough into this relationship.

[doinitwitrythem]

What do you mean?Nat...how can I make his feelings SOUND anymore then what they are?They are just that...what they are, you know?And love is a pretty powerful word in itself,but the emotion is even more and should not be taken for granted.I dont know whats wrong Natalie?Are you getting so angry just because its true...I dont care, I already told you..if its him that you love GO TO HIM, be with him.Us doesnt matter does it? because US will never compare to him.I love you,but if you have this many doubts Natalie..then..I...just go to him.