I feel terrible

[doinitwitrythem]

Okay so I seriously feel like such a horrible husband.I cant even make it better for her, she's so sick and so tired and so angry with me for her being pregnant and I just, i feel bad because I know ill never understand...I mean...im a guy and so that's something ill never understand.Its not fare though because its not that I dont want to

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[natalieabryant]

Zac, I'm so sorry this has been hard on you. I dont mean to be so miserable. I just dont know what's wrong with me. It's not your fault. I know I take it out on you, i shouldnt, its not fair of me.. I just.. I dont know what it is but it's like suddenly I just cant stand anything anymore. Dont feel bad. I'm sorry you wish this pregnancy were over. I want to enjoy this with you. I've just been having a lot of bad days lately and i'm sorry Zac. Please dont even think about having a visectomy. Please. Dont Zac. I want this baby, I want more babies. I want to have an amazing family with you so just please dont think like that. Everything is going fast, and my hormones are crazy right now. I love you. I'm sorry. I just wish i wasnt like this. I feel like I'm ruining everything for us.

[doinitwitrythem]

Its okay, im the one thats sorry.Baby, you dont owe me an apology.Like I said, I can only imagine what its like and thats all I can do.So your allowed to vent.Im sorry, I dont mean to not enjoy this pregnancy, but I dont want you to be miserable baby and me not be able to do anything about it because I feel real bad about it and so helpless.I cant do anything to help you baby.I love you so much and I want to enjoy this with you too.

I just, I want to make you happy.And most guys would never even think about getting one of those things, but id do that for you if I knew it meant you'd never have to be this miserable and depressed again.I love you and i'd like an amazing family and more then just one kid, but I want what you want and whats going to make you most happy and most comfortable.Your not ruining everything for us.Dont worry baby.I love you.

[natalieabryant]

I hate making you feel guilty though. Its so unfair and I feel so stupid. You deserve better than that Zac. I just wish I knew what the hell was wrong with me, making me act like such a psycho. I'm really going to try and be better about this. Just, dont let me being a bitch effect how you feel about this pregnancy. I want you to be excited and happy about this. ok?

You do make me so happy, you have no idea. You're amazing Zac and I cant thank you enough for everything you've done for me already. You're the best husband, and daddy. Maybe you're right, and maybe I should go check in with the doctor just to make sure that everything is okay.. can you just come with me babe?
I love you so much. We can get through this. But I just need you with me to do it. Thank you so much for being with me Zac.

[doinitwitrythem]

I know baby!!!I know that you dont do it on perpose and that you really love me.Baby, thats why im not taking it to heart,thats why im not angry with you,because I know you are going through a lot right now baby,I know!!I love you so much and my main concern is just getting you and this child of ours through this safely.We had one child before together and that baby did not make it.So of course I have reason to be concerned sweetheart, I mean why are you this tired?This moody and depressed?I think we should go to the docters hunni.I dont mean to be pushy, I really dont.Its just im so damn concerned for both of you.Its been a while since either of us did this and I know how much this baby means to you, because this baby means just as much to me.I dont deserve better baby, in fact..I wonder a lot if I even deserve you.I love you so much, you complete me.We are perfect for each other.And I know you'd put up with me if I was tired/cranky/irritable and pregnant.And thats why im doing this..I love you so very much and this is both of our