Well I did it.

[doinitwitrythem]

Well hello all my fellow brethrins.lol.J/k. Well...I thought that i'd go and see my children that I seemed to miss so much of.Choloe and Kaden are just...shit....I didnt know that the next time I seen my children they'd be half as tall as me.My little boy has sprouted and he looks so very much like me.He's got such laughter.So much laughter.He's a

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[_xonikkiox_]

awww. You know what. i need to go see kate too. i havent seen her in awhile. maybe i'll go see her after i'm settled in at Tays. Maybe take the twins to see thier cousins. I'm really glad you finally went and seen them. dude you shouldn't let so much time go in between seeing them. aww. they all sound so adorable. i cant wait to see them maybe i'll take my camera and take some pictures. i havent took any pictures in forever. i need to start a scrapbook of my boys. but any how.

so you went and seen tay... how was he looking? good? was he really depressed or anything? Well its good they bonded... i'm hoping the twins will help heal tay. It might take awhile to get back to where you was. but you will. yalls been through some shit and your relationship needs to heal. you all will be okay i know it. and it was good of you to go see him. he needed it. i know that too. he is great and he's a great father. i cant wait to see him with the boys. i need to take some pictures of them together too.

[doinitwitrythem]

Yeah you do.She was saying she feels so lonely and dont get vistors anymore.Kate said that it seems like ever since she's had the kids it seems like she has lost all of her friends.I feel bad, because not even I come around very often.I mean, I have more of a life then her and I just feel bad about that crap you know?I think she'd really appreciate it though,seriously.She looks good as usual,she's still got a little bit of pudge but I mean still,its amazing for having 3 kids...you know?I know she was saying how she'd like to see Tay even, so then why dont you,the boys and Tay all see her.Im sure my kids would enjoy the playmates too,you know?It'd be good for you all.I know huh?Im not going to come close to even staying gone as long as I was.No way in flippen hell.Im missing out on too damn much of their life.I just wish to god they could live with me you know?But because of the ackward situation between Nat and Kate and one being an ex and another being my wife,I just dont see that working.I love those kids.My baby girl is fast asleep

[_xonikkiox_]

I know how she feels. she has it better than i do. atleast she has Kaden and Choloe to talk too. i mean i can talk to emery and micah but they dont talk back. im usually always home alone with the twins because ike is never here and no one ever comes to see me and i really dont have friends cept for yall. I think me and her both would benfit from it. Aww. i bet she looks adorable with her little pudge. she always did look beautiful pregnant. yeah. i'm surprised i dont really have any fat on me after those huge babies came out. I don't know... Tay may not be ready to come out and face the world yet. I'm sure they would too but emery and micah can't play to much right now so i dont know how amused they'll be. That's good. You shouldn't stay away from them. i mean even if you and kate don't get along very well you should atleast still go see the kids. because they might feel left out now... since you hardly ever go and see them and now your having ababy with nat... so yeah. You are missing out on some good times. Well i dont think they'

[doinitwitrythem]

Yeah.She, I cant really say I know how she feels because Im a man and I didnt have to sacrifice as much as her and then on top of that im that father...not the mother.But I can say that every time I have been there I never see anyone come and go like they use to before the children came along.That girl has always been so damn busy but now its like, you can ALWAYS get ahold of her.She said she is even thinking about getting rid of her cell phone and just having a home phone because nobody even calls her or anything.I dont know, Nikki, she isnt cheerful like she use to be.I mean Kate was always so bubbly, now she seems like the only life for her is those children.Apparently she hasnt even went on any dates lately because she says those children are her top priority and only priority.So um yeah.I dont know.I just feel bad.Those kids are probably 3 of the best things that have ever happened to me, but I didnt know that she'd have to give up so much leaving her with just 3 mouths to feed and a divorce, you know?She even gave up modeling.At