just kill me

Jun 12, 2006 22:56

not like anyone cares right now...but my children and I are in the hospital.Kade...is in acoma.He was hypothermic and went into shock and is in acoma.And Choloe got her little tiny arm broken,and my youngest little girl..I dont know.They wont tell me anything and they wont let me get up out of this fucking god damn bed.Fuck!!!!Ill fucking rip these ( Read more... )

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_xonikkiox_ June 13 2006, 06:41:04 UTC
well hello! i care you freak! WHAT THE HELL!? are they okay? are you okaY? why won't they tell you whats going on with her? they dont want me to come down there and jump all over them because i will! stupid doctors. jesus. imma come and see you all as soon as i can. i can't believe your in the hospital. i swear if one family member isn't in the hospital you can bet someone will be soon. christ ( ... )

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doinitwitrythem June 13 2006, 07:11:52 UTC
*looks down, his face all scratched up and bruised*..oh..well..uh..thanks.I mean..for uh..still caring and all.And it would mean quite a bit to me if you came down and seen me..seeings nobody is telling me anything and im out of my head right now..i've been praying uncontrolably for my children.I cant lose another..not another.I dont know that they'll let you see my kids though?Because they have a family policy..beings everyone but choloe is in ICU.You may get away with seeing choloe though.I told them to make sure that kate didnt visit them though.I explained it all...I mean..how..how does this happen?Its all spun out of control so much since yesterday..I can hardly see streight ( ... )

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_xonikkiox_ June 13 2006, 07:31:05 UTC
zac im here for you buddy! remember im one of the guys. i'll stick by you through thick and thin. if tay can't be here for you right now i shall be. well i'll come down and see you! just tell me when you want me too. i'll be there as soon as i can. i dont see why they wont tell you anything. your not going to lose another zac..i hate that we've lost so many kids lately.. its really sad. hey i'm family. well almost! basically. just caused im not married to any of you doesn't mean im not family. i'll raise hell with them if they dont. well if they don't i'll go see choloe. imma stop and get some stuffed animals before i come for the kids..and balloons..maybe that will help some. yeah kate doesn't need to see them. yeah life does have a tendency of spinning outta control ( ... )

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zacsdreamgirlkt June 13 2006, 21:32:15 UTC
I neglegted my kids? What the fuck Nikki? I am a horrible wife and gilfriend but one thing I am damn good at is being a mother I LOVE my children and as horrible as I have been to Zac at times I have ALWAYS been good to my babies. I love them and I was not on drugs I was brutally beaten and attacked by Adam. Hes crazy and apparantly he has been stalking me and when he found out that I had married Zac again he broke in my house and tried to kill me he said that I was the only person he ever loved and that if he could'nt have me no one else could so he tried to kill me and then I'm guessing he tried to kill himself with the coke. He beat the shit outta me before injecting me with sleeping meds that would paralyze my lungs and kill me in my sleep. How I managed to make it out of that alive after that drug I don't know but all I remember it trying to fight him off because I was scared for my children. I was willing to give my life to spare them pain If thats being a neglectful mother Nikki then damnit I fully own up to neglecting my kids.

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zacsdreamgirlkt June 13 2006, 21:42:46 UTC
Ya know what Zac you have hit an all time low buddy. I was not on drugs fuck that I was'nt even intoxicated read the blood tests dumb ass. I was poisened with a damn near lethal dose of narcotics thanks to Adam. He has been stalking me since I broke up with him and apparantly hes gifted in the stalking department because he knew ALL about you staying at my house with the kids and us eloping and he broke into my house and said flat out that if he could'nt have me no one else could and then he started hitting me and I screamed and begged for him to stop when Choloe woke up and came running down and she was so scared that she peed herself and Adam stopping hitting me and he was all ya know she looks just like her momma I bet her pussy is tighter than yours Kayteybelle and he said I might as well kill the mini kate to but not before fucking the shit outta her So I used ALL the energy I had left in my body to keep him away from my babies and thats when he stabbed me with the needle and knocked me out. HE was high off his ass on cocaine not ( ... )

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doinitwitrythem June 14 2006, 03:11:53 UTC
Then how does this whole fucking wedding story happen kate?HUH???How the FUCK does it happen? Because I can tell you I was never once thinking about remarrying you Kate...Natalie and I had our problems but nothing I was ready to give up on...if our marriage was to fail it was because she gave up on me and not the other way around.So I know, that I sure as hell wouldnt have eloped with you if I was in my right mind.Alright? I've put TOO much fuckin blood,sweat and tears into my fuckin marriage with natalie and I REFUSE to let it fail like yours and mine did kate.I made the mistake of going back to you that once and having sex with you, but I swore to natalie and myself it would never happen again and I intended on keeping that promise..to her and to myself.Because I respect us both enough for that.And I love my fuckin children so god damn much, I'd do almost anything for them..but not re-marry their mother while im married to my soulmate and expecting a child..when I know there is no way we could work and that you and I died a long ( ... )

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zacsdreamgirlkt June 14 2006, 22:55:04 UTC
I DON'T KNOW HOW THE FUCK IT ALL HAPPEND BUT IT DID! I only know that hes been out to get me since I met him and hes trying to kill me and our kids. He fucking talked about raping Choloe before he stabbed me with tranqualizer. Watch out Zac because if hes phycho enough to try and kill me in broad fucking daylight and leave his tracks I would'nt put it past him to come after you and Natalie and the baby. He knows how much you and the kids mean to me and I know that hes gonna try and hurt me by hurting them or you and I'm honestly scared. I'm terrified Zac I know everything looks bad but you HAVE to trust me I did'nt do this it was all Adam and in order for us to protect our kids you have to trust me so we can work together. I already sent the divorce papers to the court. We have to show up in a week to finalize it once and for all before a judge.

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doinitwitrythem June 15 2006, 04:19:41 UTC
HE already DID come after me and the kids...dont you get it?WE are in the hospital kate..and he obviously made sure that if he didnt kill our youngest the first time along with her twin brother..he did now.And I dont know, things arent looking so good because they havent told me SHIT about her..fuck..I cant take this.Apparently she is in poor condition,they keep telling me they cant say anything and their faces say it all.=0 ( ... )

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tj_h June 14 2006, 07:04:39 UTC
I'm here zac. I'm almost at the hospital. Don't worry bro, i got ya. Remember blood over pussy.

I'll find out about our little princess and then tell you. I'll do that first before seeing you. I'll go straight to her and kick the fuck outta the doctors until they tell me. Then i'll come and tell you. Just don't lose hope zaccy. Big bro's here to fix it all.

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doinitwitrythem June 15 2006, 04:23:21 UTC
Dude thank you..god..I fuckin need you.I need you here so bad man, just like old times.They arent telling me anything, they said im in too bad of condition to go see my daughter..the fuck with that..so I have a mild concusion and so i have a broken neck I DONT CARE!!Please man..maybe they'll tell you.Im so scared..I just gotta know.I have to.

god I..I cant thank you enough.I love you man..so fuckin much *tears slips out of his eye*

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