Comments | doinitwitrythem: the good..the bad

doinitwitrythem

the good..the bad

Nov 26, 2006 22:15

So...I went to kate's and seen the kids finally.Wow..I didnt know just how much I missed them until I seen their faces and held them.I love them so gosh damn much and its soo good to see their faces outside of my nightmares and the horrified looks they'd always have saying my name.They looked so peaceful and so happy,my youngest was so bashful but ( Read more... )

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tj_h November 27 2006, 05:27:39 UTC

Nope, i'm not in hiding i'm right here bro.

So you got to see the kids? How are they? Are they ok? HAve they grown much? I so have to get my ass over there and see them. I missed them so much. Oh wow, is he good? Might get him to play in a band with me, must be better than your lame ass lol.

Omigod, you said that? she said that? awwwwwwww the poor thing must have scared herself so bad. Tell her i'll make her some chicken noodle soup. Well really it probably better for her if i don't and nikki does. Nikki's the cook in the family now. lol. I'm glad you're looking after her and seeing the kids.

Seems like you have everythingat the moment.

doinitwitrythem November 27 2006, 05:34:14 UTC

Well dude, basically we NEVER talk anymore or hang out.Whats up with that?I mean, are we both just THAT busy with our own lives not to have time for eachother?We are bro's man.Come on now ( ... )

tj_h November 27 2006, 05:49:29 UTC

I have been busy dude and so have you. Got two baby's on the way, kids to be with and spend time with. You got so much and i got the twins and Nikki. Yeah we should spend time together, when you got time ok?

"Badass" ? Well, sounds like you. Lol. Well should i ditch you for someone OUT the family? lol. We'll have to take all the kids to the park and have a family gathering, ya know?

I don't sound like a girl, i sound like someone with feelings. Shuddup, don't respond to that lol. Seriously, i'm glad you're looking after her and she's looking after you.

Yeah i suppose.

doinitwitrythem November 27 2006, 06:00:25 UTC

Yeah but man, never enough for no bro time.Come on,that's just as important as me time.Ya know?they say you need that kind of shit.Its servival dude.Wait..what?You have 2 babies on the way?who?Dude...I got time for you at all times man, say the word.Come on...dooooo it.Lol.

Yeah does doesnt it?Thats the funny thing.Dont think mom would have thought it was quite that cute though,nor would I have been able to get away with it.He's lucky he has cool parents.Real lucky.Im lucky to have a cool son though too who knows such cool words.Dude...we totally need to..come on now.

Yeah dude, its always a good thing.

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kaleyz November 27 2006, 05:32:34 UTC

I'm sorry i ruined that on you. If i had of known i wouldn't have called. I am really sorry you missed out on more time with your kids cuz i panicked over something so silly. I'm really really sorry. I feel so bad now.

Yeah i'm so glad the baby's ok. I got so worried. So worried I made myself sick. *Sighs* i'm sorry i worried you, i didn't mean to. And jenni's starting to ask questions about us so, we need to figure out what we're gonna do about it. And yes you do have an input, you are in our lives.

Yeah, i guess i did let my guard down, let my walls down enough to let you in. I'm still scared though. I know you're there but i'm still worried that if i let you in completely that you'll walk away still. But, i can't live like that. This is our baby and even if you walkaway from me, i know you won't leave this baby. This is our golden child zac. I love you.

doinitwitrythem November 27 2006, 05:40:11 UTC

No no no.Dont you dare apologize.I had enough time with the children,hell..even a second..im so grateful for, because I thought id never get that again.im just happy they are alive and well.Dont be sorry baby.I mean we do have a child together,even if it isnt born yet and that one is already just as important.Dont be fooled.I have obligations to you and this baby too.Im glad you called when you did, I mean,you could have really hurt yourself seriously when you passed out if I hadnt cought you,and it could have turned out to be something serious.I mean it may have been the stomach flu, but the fall could have made it so much more.Please dont apologize, everything is alright now.They understand,ill just call them and tell them goodnight and what happened..ya know, this is their bro/or sis too.Its okay ( ... )

kaleyz November 27 2006, 05:57:44 UTC

But i still feel bad about you leaving them. What if they hate me? What if they hate the baby i'm carrying? Oh god, what if they never like it and never meet it? And what about Jenni? Where does she fit? cuz she's the sister of the baby too. Oh man, Zac why does it have to be so difficult? *poutz*

But what IS the truth? That you and me love each other and we're having a baby? and that she's gonna be a sister? and that you're gonna be the baby's daddy and you have other kids too? What do i say?! Hellllppppppppppppppppp

Three? three? awwwwww that's so cute. Yay, three of us.

doinitwitrythem November 27 2006, 06:05:24 UTC

They wont hate you.My kids dont have a mean bone in their body to hate anyone.They just arent like that,maybe you should get to know them more,and when you do..you'll see that.They have the biggest hearts you'll find,right next to jenni.Kids are so pure and innocent and non-judgemental.And they wont hate the baby your carrying.They are already asking all sorts of questions..just like they do about Zac.They are all that much more interested.They know and understand this is their baby brother/or sister too..and in their mind,there is no half brother or sister,just full.Its always a good thing.I love how they think.We all could learn a lot from them.Our children can teach us a thing or two.And Jenni,they are very accepting,they want to meet her infact...choloe wants another play mate BESIDES her brother.Dont worry yourself so bad.You might hurt yourself,or the baby worse yet.it cant be good.Your just too damn cute ( ... )

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