it seems like time is standing still. maybe cuz its just that i'm more bored than usuall.

i miss him.

it kinda sucks cuz i thought i didn't.

but i do
<3

so i feel like a giant loser yet again. why am i always doing such loser things ( Read more... )

why all of a sudden am i back at square one? i was certian that i found what i wanted to do and where i wanted to go and had a plan. and now it's time to re-register and i am left with no idea, no thoughts, no inspiration. i have 2 days to decide my life's goals. i think that's a little short notice. we should've gotton something in the mail saying ( Read more... )

wow do i like myself right now. i just got my english mid-term back that i thought i had completely failed. i seriously thought i had gotten an F on this thing. i wanted to cry when he said he was giong to hand them back. BUT GUESS WHAT?!?!?!?!?! 102% bitches!!!!!!! omg. i am so excited. i really like myself right now. and the weather outside is ( Read more... )

i am in a most eager mood. i'm in the mood to save money, do homework, take care of myself and my car, i'm in a 'i want to do everything right and save the world while i'm at it' mood ( Read more... )

i can't wait to move out. i am 100% totally excited. i really really really supberly wish that a certain pretty little girl was coming with me. but that time will come soon enough. cuz that's what we planned on doin since we were 3 and so we have to fullfill it one day.

I LOVE YOU ERIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

.............in too many ways to count <3

i still think about that day. i still think about it a lot. i still get choked up and i still cry about it. i still wonder what if things had gone differently. i still wish i could've stayed home that week. i feel so unbelievably grateful but i still feel a small hole in the midst of my heart. i believe a little part of me died that day, in the ( Read more... )

so i had the time of my life the other night............in a cornfield.

drug or no drug, you know that's how much fun we would have had anywayz. i will <3 you forever and don't you forget that ( Read more... )

so i had a party at my house yesterday. it was alright. except it made me realize something that i don't really like.... we're all getting older ( Read more... )

i need a new job. i need some new friends. not completely replace all of the ones i have now, juss some new additions. someone who always has something to do. it's kinda boring being available to do something every single night and yet.....there ain't shit goin down no wheres ( Read more... )