I don't feel like i am getting what i want from life.

When people start telling me i look good, and i look happy i start to worry. I start to get feelings that i'm not going to be alive much longer. That somehow in the midst of my happiness, that something tragic is going to happen to me. I don't know what it is. Just a fear, i guess. A subconcious realization that "when life looks like easy street ( Read more... )

There are no more Knights of old. Chivalry is nearly non-existent nowadays. Somewhere deep down inside, i always wanted to be that kind of hero for someone. Yeah, my armor might be dull and rusted in spots, my hair greying, my horse old and out of shape, but i have always wanted to be special to someone in that way.

A desire not to butt into other people's business is at least eighty percent of all human 'wisdom'...and the other twenty percent isn't very important.
- Jubal Harshaw

Back, going back in all directions.

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you make me want to get up and, uh, SCREAM!

i mean hey what the hell. You can live your whole life sheltered away in some sort of fantasy land, or you can get out there and live your life and do for real things. I love talking and reading and dreaming about fantastic things, but i use them to do for real things, you know? Maybe if i slap a video screen on some real people stuff you might be ( Read more... )

Does anyone read this journal?

It looks like it's true. What goes around goes around.