Amarme per che sono, che non lei me vuole essere.

Dancing without expectations ( Read more... )

Longing for your touch ( Read more... )

Take the breath from my lungs
Stop the beating of my heart
Turn off light in my eyes
You're off to a good start

Wipe my dreams away
Taunt me with my fears
Break my spirit down
Even if it takes you years

Laugh at my tears
Until there isn't a tear left to shed
Rip at my scars
and then leave me for dead

Waking up in a haze, my body screaming in pain. Looking around for a familiar face as a single tear begins to fall. Feeling so empty, so ashamed. Trying to focus on what is being said. Understanding little as I nod my head. A squeeze of the hand, amd I am left alone. "You've lost a lot of blood...", I hear someone say. Not enough, I think, I am ( Read more... )

Though I have never held your hand ( Read more... )

Today makes day three of the headache that will not go away. I've taken everything from excedrin to Advil to Tylenol to Motrin...this is insane. Today I had to call off work because it's so bad. My vision is slightly blurred and a bit squiggly. Blech...

Tonight Howie went to let Diogi out to go potty. When he opened the door there was a guy standing in our driveway with a gun. Howie called the police and before long the police knock at the door saying that they caught the guy, but he didn't have a gun on him. Well, obviously the guy tossed the gun somewhere between our house and wherever they ( Read more... )

I'm missing you today. I am not sure if it is actually you I miss or the idea of who you were to me. I opened up the darkest corners of my heart to you. I cried many times on your shoulder. You held me close and allowed me to sob. You took my hand and led me to more stable ground. You drifted away. I can no longer call you mine, not that I ( Read more... )

I'm not right, nor will I ever be by defintion. But, I am okay. I've made it through worse and I will make it through this.