You say I am beautiful, that my husband is very lucky. I say you're crazy, and delightfully blind.

Sitting alone on my bed, I begin to slice into my wrists. Watching intently as the blood begins to pool and trickle down my arm. Taking a deep breath...feeling soothed by the sight. A calmness envelops me, putting my soul at ease for the moment. So much chaos in the world, but right now, I am in complete control. I do suppose that's what it's about ( Read more... )

It seems pointless to record my thoughts these days. Will I ever want to remember the things that I care to forget? Ah, I guess it's the pointlessness of being that has me troubled, not really the point of writing.

I was told today that when I smile I look like I have a secret. That if you look at my eyes, there seems to be a glint in them that says, "I know something you don't and I will never tell". I was told that my eyes are more amazing than the heavens. Which I find to be impossible...have you looked at the sky lately? I love sunrises/sunsets, the ( Read more... )

I was delivering campaign materials the other day and while walking along I met up with a man by the name of John. He was an incredibly observent soul that noticed right away that I was limping slightly. He asked me what was causing my limp and I informed him how brilliant my foot was and that it had found a hole in the sidewalk that my eyes had ( Read more... )

I don't want to be here, but I can't think of anywhere else to go.

Wipe the tears from my eyes
I refuse to cry
Why should I crumble
Why should I lie?

A broken promise
a crushed dream
stifled cries
muffled screams

Pinch myself to see if I'm dreaming
I refuse to believe this is my life
Why should I accept this reality
Why did you take me for a wife?

I don't want many worldy things
and I don't think I am asking too much
You just want to be alone
I just want your touch

Your smile lights up my face
Your anger puts me in my place
I long to be in your embrace
All you see is a disgrace

I've given you all of me
Yet, that's not what you need
I just want your love
You just want to feed

Life is nothing but one fucked up mental case's idea of a good time.

Throwing objects at Diogi is unacceptable. Throwing objects at me is unacceptable. Your behavior is simply that, unacceptable.