yeah. I thought dating someone that I could learn things from because she was soooo different from me would be a good idea and a good experience...WRONG.
I think something is wrong with our generation. for real.
I think you are totally making the right choice and have your head on your shoulders though.
I know exactly how you feel. I started out dating Nathan with LIES! Which result into MORE lies. I gave up almost a year of my life thinking it would work out. Thinking about what if ... he was 'never' honest with me. I always thought that if I did something differnt ... thing would have worked out, but he was the sick twisted one. I blamed most of our problems on myself. It's hard to move on ... especially when you see that person everyday. After awhile its gets to be to much and its better to just walk away. I know ... I learned the hard way. Your almost 18 Julse ... you have a whole life ahead of you. More experiences, more people who will impact your life. Forgiving and forgetting what they did is just like denial. Its like saying ... well it happened, so what ... but it can't be like that because then there will be more forgetting and NOT forgetting! I know I just keep ranting on and on but ... YOUR YOUNG ... do what you think is best. I agree with Chris ... <3 ...
Be single for a while and hang out with friends. you will forget all about everything else. Friends are much more fun to have around. You are a very sweet person, you will find someone when the time is right. Just be young and enjoy it, go party!!!
julse...i really wish i had some encouraging thoughts to give you but right now i am sort of lost for words...seems like everyone you thought would stay together is breaking up...it's really hard losing someone you love...just take one day at a time & everything will get better :)
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umm...go here too: http://postsecret.blogspot.com/#111549417210655621
its interesting...
and a good inspiration for moving on:
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haha I love you.
yeah. I thought dating someone that I could learn things from because she was soooo different from me would be a good idea and a good experience...WRONG.
I think something is wrong with our generation. for real.
I think you are totally making the right choice and have your head on your shoulders though.
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