This weekend was...a bit crazy. I'm not sure what to really say about it all, but I know that at this point, all I can do is continue being me. I'm not out to prove anything, or get into drama that shouldn't exist, I'm just me. If people want to talk, let them. My friends are obviously very passionate about the situation, and they do love me a ( Read more... )

Last night I went to a play at JSU and it was soooo good. I really enjoyed it. I'd never really been to an actual play, so I was super excited...and it was awesome. I think we're going to make it a point to go to every play they have. It was called The Wedding, and I'm not sure if it will be performed anymore, but if it is...everyone should ( Read more... )

I breathe in every day, and then I breathe out. I see people everyday that make me happy, that are complete strangers. I was feeling down in the dumps until some guy in a red truck just barely waved at me going down the road. Maybe I knew him, but either way...it made me feel better ( Read more... )

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Birthday went well...I have the bestest friends in the whole wide world!!! They baked me a cake, decorated my car, and made me this really pretty purple suede picture bulletin board w/ ribbons and stuff. It's beautiful, and it felt so cool to sit down at lunch and eat birthday cake. Megan was a sweetheart too! She gives like the coolest gifts, ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow is my birthday...18th BIRTHDAY to be exact. I'm totally excited, because I feel...like I'm free. I feel happy. :) Just being able to say I'm 18 will feel good. I'm not sure what all I'm doing tomorrow night, but I know that my mom is baking me a cake, and my sister and matt are coming over to sing happy b-day laddy doddy dah.... ( Read more... )

I'm what you would call tired...no...exhausted. Yet, I'm not in bed, I'm online?...doesn't make sense. I made all As and 2 Bs on my report card, pretty good...but I might have done better if I weren't stressed all the time. This week has been a down pour of bad timing, loneliness, and hesitation. I feel like I let people down a lot, and I hate ( Read more... )

Why do you have to be competitive? Why do you have to be so angry? It's not my fault you have a hard time being you, in fact, if I were you...I might be bitter too ( Read more... )

Thanks so much for the comments (Tayler, Chris, Amanda, Jip, Jessica) they made me feel so much better, and a lot less.....blue. I took the advice to heart, and I appreciate it. :) And thanks Jip for my new icon, my other one was tow up from the flo up, hehe. You rule.

<3 yas,
julie

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