it's not going to stop 'till you wise up...

[dollface115]

i feel so sad. i don't know what's wrong with me. is it me or is it something else? do i REALLY need to leave or am i just not doing the right things? i don't want to blame these things on myself, i don't feel like it's right, but i really don't know. i love this show so much and i don't want it to end and i don't want to be separated from the

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[leviosa]

so pretty <3
i love the white.
oh and i love this:

i'm sure so many of you know what it feels like to have all these words on the tip of your tongue... "i love you", "i wanna touch you", "i wanna kiss you", they're all right there on the edge of your lips and when you open your mouth, they're so close to falling out but all that comes is some dumb shit like, "hi" or "who's ecko sweatshirt is this?".
YUP

[dollface115]

thank you, honey. i do feel beautiful when i do this show, everything is white, it's immaculate, it's really really a mind fuck. so beautiful. ;o) glad you got what i was talking about. always good to know i'm not the only one who can't get over it. all my love. <3

[burn_so_bright]

to have those words on the tip of your tongue, on the tips of your fingers, fraying every one of your thoughts. FUCK. oh, i know too. they rip, they shred.

love you.

[dollface115]

always a pain in my chest. always. forever. fucking pushing. it's so awful. i think it might kill me, i'm always afraid of that. it's awful. i repeat. they're everywhere. he's everywhere.

[dollface115]

1. good to know i'm not the only one... although i think your words are better than mine right now. ;o)
2. grazi and you're so sweet for the eyes comment!
3. WHERRRRRE!!?!?!??!??!? i wanna go!

[dollface115]

haha yes... standing and crying isn't nearly as comfortable. ;o) i'm definitely gonna try.

[tallawhatee]

word up yo. kathy and pauly say hi.

[dollface115]

awww hi. i miss y'all.