i can't even watch youtube anymore. it's so obvious that the people i started watching YT for now only do it for ad money, and it makes me want to throw up. it's just so obnoxious in some way? i don't know. videos feel so unlike what they used to. i'm tired of all the games and gimmicks to get you to "click here" and "vote here" and all that shit ( Read more... )

my life has become so cryptic and messed up and private that i haven't written a public, or even a friends only entry, since June ( Read more... )

It's odd, this reckless happiness I am swimming in this summer ( Read more... )

emotional roller coaster.
emotional roller coaster.
oh, summer.
oh, life.
oh life life life life.

I am sparks and heartbeats and stomach lurches and guilt and pain and nothing more.
Anticipation.
Today and always I am anticipation.

so i just finished reading Perfect Fifths. like, literally, thirty seconds ago ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was iffy the first time I ate it, but I have decided that Total Blueberry Pomegranate cereal is effing DELICIOUS ( Read more... )

people tell me i should update this more. which, you know, i should ( Read more... )

ok so in less than 24 hours i went from being so happy about the car and the cruise and everything to so stressed out ( Read more... )

today was a wonderful day ( Read more... )

This is going to be word vom ( Read more... )