i feel so sad. i don't know what's wrong with me. is it me or is it something else? do i REALLY need to leave or am i just not doing the right things? i don't want to blame these things on myself, i don't feel like it's right, but i really don't know. i love this show so much and i don't want it to end and i don't want to be separated from the ( Read more... )

ladies and gentlemen ( Read more... )

hanna doesn't know who meryl streep is.

a new high?

i set foot in the actor's studio tonight.

euphoric.

freezing.

come see my show. ;o) it's there. it's amazing.

thursday the 9th @ 8
friday the 10th @ 8
saturday the 11th @ 3
saturday the 11th @ 8

love.

feelin' good, feelin' good... that's refreshing! i made a headshot appointment today... january 20th with manning gurney who i've heard is "the best"... fantastic prices... $575 for 7-10 roles, DAMN, THAT'S AMAZING! on the phone, he's like, "how long is your hair?" and i'm like, "i'm cutting it ( Read more... )

if you were really my friend, would you call me just to brag about guy after guy after guy who's courting you without even asking how i'm doing ( Read more... )

i'm bad at homework.

or rather sitting down and doing it.

can we talk? because honestly... damn.

paul banks, get out of my head.

-leems

addendum :: 6:59 pm :: also... i'm taking applications now for personal shoppers to go to the food emporium and buy my food for me... BECAUSE IT'S BECOME REALLY EVIDENT THAT I JUST CAN'T DO IT. i literally ( Read more... )

hi! ummm where have i been? i don't even know. honestly, this week was a very unique kind of mess for me. i'm going through a very odd phase. it's kinda laughable but i'm feeling so many weird things i've never really felt before... or at least for a prolonged amount of time and my focus has seemed to just have flown out the window. i probably need ( Read more... )

where did everyone go?

comment if you're here.

i wouldn't know self control if it slapped me upside the head with a lead pipe.

"girls are socialized to want an older man... take charge, have money, status... while they play hard to get and boys are taught to feel stupid, feel inferior, not as smart as girls. then hormones happen. a boy wants a girl. she plays hard to get. so a boy learns to talk big, develop a line, take risks, hit on women, not take the answer no. hit on ( Read more... )