she makes me wanna jump up and down and hit her over the head with a brick. he makes me want to sit in a corner and cry. they make me wanna pull out what little hair i have left. he makes me want to be a better person and give all that i can but its not enough. she's so beautiful i want to put her on display for all to see. tired of this. fucking

it hurts. it won't go away. fuck.

val is coming tomorrow. oh yeah! i'll be all pretty tomorrow. haha back in the day we used to cruise the streets(sidewalk) with in our little barbie car. i was always the mechanic. what a dyke. haha "shut up and grow up! and when i look at you i throw up! and then your mom comes 'round the corner and licks it up." she was the beauty pagent princess ( Read more... )

creepy. my interests, my quirks, my curiousity, my love for food, my insane personality. it never seems make sense how someone i know so little about is so much like me. things i've never told anyone about somehow have a connection with her. funny how barely knowing someone for a little over a decade and yet i know so much about her. i know i ( Read more... )

her husband was out of town. his brother recently kicked out of the monestary with nowhere to go. like the good servent of god he was he helped the woman to care for her children, fix anything broken, lift large objects. servent of god temptation got to you once and so now with your brother gone lies another test of your faith. will you pass? her ( Read more... )

seriously what the hell is her problem?! she's fucking gorgeous inside and out. no need for a nose job. yeah for years its been something she's always wanted but i just figured heh she'll get over it. *phone rings ( Read more... )

rainy happy shinny days! shinny happy emtpy people. not so happy yet still shinny me. "hey, can you help me with a lie?" pause "huh? oh a lie! pshh yeah!" we're going to hell ahaha! water-check! something sweet to eat-check! funds-check! quarters and dimes and a race for time. pondering on the rich life while attempting to stay alive was quite a ( Read more... )

saturday sucked. i had lengthy discussion with mr. fkb. oh god it was horrible! the next day he apologized for being such a horrible dad. i love shelly with every inch of my being! well not really sometimes i really just wanna hit her over the head with a hammer, but that night amongst the many tears that were shed some were from the overwhelming ( Read more... )

morning sickness blows. on my bed praying for death. phone rings holls comes over and we just hung out in our pj's and made her some breakfast. work went well. some lady came for our msr or whatever the hell the other thing is called. she was nicer than vicky and reminded me of that lady from the west wing. came home and past out on the couch. ( Read more... )

nothing terribly eventful has happen lately ( Read more... )