in the past few days i have ( Read more... )

i have pink eye. it's icky and it feels like my eyeball is going to fall out. first it was in the right one and now it's in the left. joy. come lick my eyeballs and be merry. okay that was fucking disgusting, sorry ( Read more... )

today i wake up to the call of america west telling me my background check is going through, and i need to start training on the 28th. my life is finally going in the direction i want it to ( Read more... )

florida sucks ass. i'm so fucking eloquent ( Read more... )

remind me to never again take my ambien and stay on the computer. it's about as bad as drunken dialing. sorry to all those that i said something incoherent/idiotic ( Read more... )

why do i always do this to myself.

okay i couldn't help myself, both these songs are so amazing i had to write the lyrics down. maybe the one person that likes ryan adams that reads my journal will appreciate them. this reminds me of lots of stuff, mainly not happy, but whatever. i still love it ( Read more... )

new ryan adams on the ftp site yay. how can one person write such amazing songs. too bad i have no one to listen to this with. sad ( Read more... )

New Year's Eve Prayer (i should have posted this earlier ( Read more... )

recently i have ( Read more... )