You think you can just keep on doing it, don't you. You just don't realise how hot I am seething inside. You jut keep at it, pounding away at my emotions. I would much rather just be hit physically. You do it to keep me under your control, but guess what? You will never truly control me. It hurts, yes, and sometimes it fucks me up, but one day I'll ( Read more... )

You know what? I am not happy. I don't know why I bother ( Read more... )

She's fat.
Oh so fat.
You might know who I'm talking about; you might not.
But I know and that's what matters.
I want to hurt her so bad. Because she's hurt me.
I hate her sometimes. I look at her and see the dark circles around her eyes. How she's broken out. How her hair is greasy. Ewww.
Just cut the flesh right off her bones.
Gross.

What would it be like to just let that monster loose ( Read more... )

Just when everything in my life had at last reached a stable point, emotions in check, etc.... it was all ripped apart like I never would have thought possible.
She hurt him... she hurt him bad, and I don't think he's even eaten in the past 2 or 3 days.
I can't replace her, I know that. I'm barely just a friend.
But I want her to hurt, worse than she ( Read more... )

I've moved.
And I have to say that I am beyond happy where I am. I haven't really needed this therapy journal.
But I came by the house to get more of my shit, and I think it was the house depressing me. So I'm burning it down.

And I'm burning a certain person WITH the house. No names.
I've stitched her fat mouth shut, seeing as she can't keep it shut ( Read more... )

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I'm not going  to write about Joe this time ( Read more... )

Once apon a time there was a girl. Her name isn't important. She wasn't tall, she wasn't skinny, and people didn't interest her much. 
One day she decided she'd take revenge on all who did her wrong.
She began with a man. He's dead now, so we'll just go ahead and use his real name. 
Cecil McDaniel. 
http://community.dps.state.al.us/Pages/ ( Read more... )