" Because sex ruined my life"

what is the point of being nice to someone...to bend over backwards for someone else...when it is never good enough???

thanks.

isnt it funny?
all the people we could be. at any given moment.
all the different lives we could have.
and how we choose one path. one place to sit here. and dream about the others.

Too bad you knew me ( Read more... )

i've been pretty clammed up on here. ive been pretty clammed up latley in general. i am surprised at myself....but i think it's basically the need to not feel anymore and focus all i have on what i need for me ( Read more... )

I feel as though I'm losing myself in my "life". I hardly do the things that I love to do, I don't feel inspired, I dont care for the sun and I don't even remember how to speak the way I once did. My friends dont mean to make me feel so small and so unimportant, but they do and do it so well. I have lost everything because I gave it away thinking ( Read more... )

is never what you think its going to be...

and people.....

are never who you really think they are.

and thats it. thats the only lesson i ever needed to know.

let sleeping dogs lie
we just need some time under our belt
without all this drama.

leave it alone leave it alone just leave it alone
deal with it
its ok
everythings ok

yet it seems that i have nothing to say on here these days. maybe its just that i dont really know how to put down in words everything lately...who knows ( Read more... )

so last weekend i made it out to the art bar to see american gun....finally!! and so yeah. i saw kevin bacon...but more importantly...i saw a girl from work there. and this girl was someone whom i was least expecting to see there...so im thinking maybe she isn't really as uptight as she seems ( Read more... )