and when i awoke you brought me flowers ( Read more... )

and let me fall....

like mercury to hell ( Read more... )

i cant do this anymore
and yet
i feel its all i have to do...

i dont know how to get out of this without losing all of myself...
and without being the bigger asshole.

its not worth it to stay
its not worth it to leave

i feel all i have left is to play dead on the inside.

But I've always tried to not let it be a negative influence to me ( Read more... )

please forgive me. i didn't quite forget about you..although i almost couldnt remember your password when i went to log in ( Read more... )

it just doesn't make sense.
any of this.

how can it be so easy yet so hard at the same time?

how can it be possible to switch back and forth so quickly?

and most importantly...

why is it so hard to talk about....
what is the big problem.

i don't understand.
i'll never understand.
i just don't get it.

i don't have a better friend in the world
i love you alot
we'll work it out
or else i'll throw you in the wood chipper

Have you ever sat around and listened to old people talk ( Read more... )

ive been busy creating memories with new people...and while i think its good for me...at the same time it sucks cuz all i really want to be doing is making memories with all the old people.

i dont want to lose you. any of you.