i have decided that we are going to stay friends and that i am not going to say anything...
...we are just going to stay friends...
...i will not say anything....
...we are just going to stay friends...
...i will not say anything...
with love
mar
xoxox

wirtting the worst effort of an essay that i have ever seen and i think that i might fail but thats ok cause at least i did it!
with love
mar
xoxox

why do i get the constante feeling that i am getting SCREWED OVER? things arent going anywhere fast ...or anywhere at all for that matter...i feel like i am just chasing myself around in a circle! FUCK!
i have no plans for tonight out of all the nights of the year that i should have plans this one i am lacking. man my life is boring!
with love
mar

ok....i am sitting at home...thought that i was going out! doesnt seem so since haig hasnt come to get me. ya ....thats right...the jerk stood me up! i wish that he was knocking at my door to get me but no dice...i got stood up...and my mom was like "i know that things havent been great for you lately, and this doesnt make it much better, but ( Read more... )

fuck this....

yestarday i was hoping to get a call from a friend but he like completely forgot about me although i called him and every time there was something..."he's sleeping"..."o...i'm just going out"..."O i am just going out"..."o he is alsleep"....STORY OF ME MOTHER FUCKING LIFE ( Read more... )

ich wieBes nicht was ich denken, und alles ich wollen fur die Weinarts ist ihm...und ich weiBe das ist so filles zum fragen aber der ist keine underin dingen ich wilste! oooo....SCHEIBE! was must ich mache fur ihm zum wiBen er gefelte mir....aber nicht so sexual. bitte! alles ich willst ist fur ihm gern mich die gleick ich gern ihm ( Read more... )

this is pretious ( Read more... )

random....after thinking about him ALL DAY! ...he had to go out shopping and asked me to go with him...but his friend came with us...and that was a bit akward, but the guy was really nice...i felt as though i was being an asshole during out little shopping excursion...so i called him when i got home to say that i didnt mean to be an ass...he ( Read more... )

the thought of 'bonding' with him got me through the day...i couldnt even sit still i was so excited about seeing hime! when he picked me up...and when i saw him and he gave me a hug everything was fantastic! we went to beantrees (he even paid for me)... we talked and then he took me home...i mean nothing HUGE! but i hadn't seen him in months and ( Read more... )