I can see why people want to kill themselves.
The one person who cared doesn't anymore, at all..

I can't understand why I'm so depressed all of the time. I have nothing to be depressed about, I have two jobs with with people who support me, I got really good grades, I've been managing my time really well. I hate this so much and I don't know how to change it. Everything is becoming so overwhelming. :'(

I don't wanna go out anymore, I don't wanna be around shitty friends anymore ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think I'm turning into one of those people whose been done wrong so much it's making me poisonous or something. I just keep thinking of the girl from the movie "I spit on your grave" when she takes revenge on all the guys who raped her.

The University of Kentucky won their 8th men's basketball championship tonight ( Read more... )

I can't understand why after Dean I couldn't wait to meet new guys and stuff. And now, after Nick, I don't care about anyone else, I can't even feel myself liking anyone else. I know that we're not meant to be together and I guess eventually I'll be ready but I just don't understand why it can't be as soon as it was with Dean.. Geez and I thought ( Read more... )

Tornadoes in Henryville, Maryville, West Liberty, London, etc.

I wish I could do a better job at protecting people. As sad as this kind of stuff is, it really helps you to realize there are still some humans out there.

Its really no wonder I get fucked up and drunk and high all the time...

Having no support from parents or anyone really.. yea, I can see why some people think killing themselves is their only option..

being all alone and only being told your a burden gets old quick..

I wish my parents knew how broken down I've become in the last few months. All I want is support and someone to tell me I'm not as crazy as I feel but maybe I am. I feel like I'm being coming so bitter towards everyone becasue its the only way I know not to be hurt ( Read more... )