So i havnt wrote in here for along time...Alot has been going on...There is so much family problems right now....I dont have a car anymore...Which sucks...Trying to save up for one but it isnt working with my dad trying to say that i owe him alot of money...then on top of that im trying to move out because i cant put up with him anymore....

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Well aint doing that much today....sitting around at ryans babysitting... Gonig to go see ryan here at 4:00 im so excited....i havnt talked to him since thursday  and i miss him alot...

This weekend was so much fun...Omg....Worked on my car all weekend...me, rob, my brother all painted my car this weekend...it looks alright i guess...Didnt get to ( Read more... )

So....Have been working alot and i have been able to go see ryan instead of waiting for him to call....Which i love...i miss him so much...Cant wait to hug him and kiss him as much as i want!!!....

Well painted my car..Purple....For spray paint it is all right i guess...I think i am going to redo it tho because you can tell i did it with a spray can ( Read more... )

So this weekend was the best weekend ever....I havnt really done anytihng since ryan hasnt been around...and this weekend i really went and did something....

Saturday went to a open house and got trashed....Ended up going to the lake with a bunch of poeple at like 4:30 in the morin...It was so much fun...Came back and i slept outside...But now i ( Read more... )

So today was AWSOME I finally got to see Ryan and get to Hug and Kiss him....OMG to ever miss that....Work sux'd....It went by really slow...Then when i was on my way to go see Ryan I fricken got a speeding ticket...I was going 50 in a 30 area...but the cop was nice and only wrote me up for 40 in a 30 thank god...otherwise i my insurance would go ( Read more... )

Well Ryan called back shortly after that...Like about an hour or so and was like well the guy brought us back to the jail which he has no idea why....Ryan was really mad...I started crying and told him i wanted to see him and was like i wanted to see you really bad to but there is nothing i can do about it...then he snuck his phone into the jail... ( Read more... )

So pretty much....Went to summer cel...Had a really good time...Came home and wrote ryan a letter...Then it was so weird i had a dream this morin that ryan was going to call i get to go see him and then i woke up and like 2 mins later my 2-way went off and it was ryan....I was so happy....I get to go see him for his lunch....It is going to make my ( Read more... )

well my birthday ended up okay  i guess....it would of been alot better if my phone would of let me accept the charges from the jail...But no...But now i have it set up so then it does... Well i was planning on getting drunk last night because i thought that i deserved it because i havnt been doing anything lately...so i was going to go get drunk ( Read more... )

So its finaly my 19th birthday...And i was looking forward to it but now im not....it is going to suck really  bad because i dont get to see ryan and me and him planned on hanging out all day but that isnt going to happen...All i get to do it talk to him for like 15 mins...But i guess that is better then anything....

Karen is the best second mom ( Read more... )

So the concert was awasome last night...went to go see Brian McKnight...With my little sister....We were so close that i got to touch him....I was jumping  up and down so much....Then my mom calls like shortly after that trying to leave i told her like  5 million times that we are not leaving...She said that this pass for summer cel was gonig to be ( Read more... )