oh poor livejournal,no one reads you anymore, now that theres myspace =[

so yesterday was the best ( Read more... )

i can't believe i just spent the last hour sitting out side my front door, crying hoping he'd call or come by.
& thats where i'll probably return.

that was a first.

so things were going to be okay again.
& i opened up my damn trap & screwed my self over.

pretty much i'm an idiot.
enough said

when you drive & i dont hold your hand i feel like somethings wrong.

oh and another thing.
i'm tired of being the sweet girl , your only friends with.

& being called adorable. i'm fricken 16, i don't think you call 16 year old adorable, espeically when your 18-20 ish yo self.

even though it made me smile when he said so, i don't htink any one is goin to take me seriously until i'm not adorable.

& i can't stand my ( Read more... )

well first of all christmas tomorrow is prob gonna suck ( Read more... )

so today i finially realized the love of driving.
even though it was only to mc donalds. but
i rolled down all the windows opened the sun roof & blared my music.
haha
pathetic i know. but i finially felt freedom & fun of driving.
&7 the fact i was waering shorts & a t shirt in december was nice too!

dosne't feel like christmas....

why is it only guys who are not normal like me? i'm not trying to be mean, but hes a little... slow. i guesss.
but grrrrr he makes me uncomfortable.
& says stuff about me & then other people tell me. its embarrasing.
its kinda sad really i guess i've been the one person whos ncie to him. but still
why can't normal guys? grrrr
this is kinda

my parents dont understand i dont want to talk about collage ( Read more... )