Had an awesome weekend. I finally have my diploma andI got to see Ashley a lot which was awesome. I forgot how retarded we can be (taking those quizzes and such about certain people). I need moments like that. The day at watch hill was perfect(minus the $75 fine).

I like this quiz alot

"If we open a quarrel between the past and the present, we shall find that we have lost the future." -Winston Churchill

you have no idea how many times I think about you. I hope you miss me like this.

I am walking on egg shells. It would bother me more I suppose, if I weren't leaving in 10 weeks. I am finally calling the shots now.

I hate that I don't have an opinion on casual dating anymore. Actually I have many opninions that conflict thus the issue. I have always been about not dating until he's "God's divine intervention" but every single friend I have right now is miserable because of this foolish illusion called love. Everyone. I have never had to hear about so much ( Read more... )

I really need to start being less selfish and spend my time helping people. I really want to be volunteering so many different places. I have for a while but I just don't. Somehow sitting at home doing nothing seems much more worthwhile. I am going to change this because it makes me unhappy.

I love God. I wish I could share this state of mind with everyone. I wish I could make them understand how wonderful he is even when life isn't wonderful. Things are finally going well with the "church friends" which is good but I am more impressed with the way that I habdled all the "drama". For once I handled things as I would have liked to. ( Read more... )

I have come to realize I think more clearly and make overall better deciosions when I am living the life(christianity) and seeking God both of which I claim to believe in. Infidelity is much more a part of my character than I thought. Because it's not just your actions but it's what's in your heart. And in my heart I have not been faithful to ( Read more... )

I wish I could erase you from my memory. But do I really? No one makes me laugh as hard as you do. The thing about love is is never fully goes away. I hope enough of it is gone so I can save myself.