ZOMGI'MGOINGBACKTOSCHOOLANDICANTWAIT ( Read more... )

i really dont have much of an intrest in keeping up this journal anymore. i kept it up to keep in contact with a few people and it didnt really serve for that purpose either it seems.

ah well, anyhow, xanga treats me better and doesnt stall out my computer nearly as often as this so consider this my final post.

you know where to find me

i think i will venture to the library today, i have a sudden urge to find out more about handedism and the roll it plays with genetics. my little quarky book on lefties just isnt good enough. i also want to do a little 'look at' mutation, man that stuff makes me nuts, to know all about that kind of shit?! whew! watch me be there all night. someone ( Read more... )

sooooo arielle, sorry i never called. we are hella busy and i was exhausted by the time i got home. all our shit's been turned upside-down because our manager just told us she was transferring to another store and her last day is monday. so i said "well shit.." because as per our district manager i am in charge of the shop until the other florist ( Read more... )

sherrie recorded a show for me recently called "whos your mommy" because that girl on there, her and i, our circumstances are bascially the same. so i watched it tonight and was somewhat disgusted. this was a game of money for them. now i know the girl kept saying the 75,000 dollars didnt matter and she was there to meet her birth mother but COME ( Read more... )

WOO goin' on 23 years with no cavities!

let's hear it for oral analness!

soooo i think its time to look at a transfer to another store. i hear westminster is nice, or crossroads.

i cant deal with sherry's manic depressive bullshit anymore.

i feel a lot less tired lately. i also feel aloof and not wanting to do a damned thing 'cept lay around on the couch, BUT at least i'm not tired. i do have this continual headache though, so i think at the same time as trying to focus myself, its also hurting me, ahah. but it will stop. i had a thought going for a while but my stupid friend talked ( Read more... )

i am in the middle of experiencing a new and different feeling. is it peace? thats a bold thought really, i dont know if i could call it that entirely but i think that might be a small part of it ( Read more... )

i'm trying really hard to focus my energy these days. i have a LOT of it, and it shoots out in all directions and confuses people and ultimately myself, because i dont understand most of it i guess even though it is my own, ha thats the funny part. anyhow, i never really sat down and tried so hard with meditation and i cannot go without saying how ( Read more... )