will you still feel this way, when you wake up to realize ive gone and will never return, the day is coming, and you will all lose me forever sooner than you think, will you still consider me when ive left this life

hah im drunk it made tonight better when she wanted to see me to explain things, which didnt happen i rode the crunk train to crunk central population this guy! woo wooo

so i tend to ask my self that question...and to this day i cannot find an answer ( Read more... )

Thine Hearts Rapture

I forever burn eternal

Into the flames of heart and soul,

When dost thou sun shine

the brilliant rays of your love to my heart?

I will forever be yours and deeply

you know,

you ache for eternal forgiveness.

Where do we go, to run from the endless sacrifice,

of our torment.

I made this mistake, undone it cannot ( Read more... )

i dont get what im doing, i mean i think i understand how things are going then i sit back and i dont honestly know.

and i dunno it seems right and what not but im dumb so nvm on the whole thing i guess

im done
i give up
im quiting

how much clearer should i make it

and it seems ill be sticking to the tried and true valentines day theme this year...

she is amazing

and so was this trip to toledo bend!

this is just a sample


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from now on im captain worthless, welcome to my suckiness

so i've decided to make an "advice" email address, basically if anyone needs anything and just needs a neutral to talk to or just listen or w/e send an email to this email SMasonAdvice@hotmail.com ( Read more... )

well i dont have to much to say really, just i miss alot of my friends some because they are on epic summer adventures, and others because they've moved on in life and moved away, others who just dont have time to do the things we used to in life ( Read more... )