Someone just recently did a very humbling thing for me. He didn't have to, nobody twisted his arm, he just up and said "here you go" and almost made me cry with his kindness. I got put on his layout. That was so sweet, and completely unselfish. Not only did he do that, he also gave me a paid account. *tear* I will not "pimp" him out, nor will I ( Read more... )

Contagious beckoning
Plea bargaining
Watch out, I'm falling
Calling the name
It's part of the game
That you introduced me to.

I had a wonderful weekend, and I hope I can do it again real soon. I highly suggest everyone try it, and see just how great you'll feel. I did nothing. Nothing!! I didn't think about work, not once, well maybe once, but I didn't dwell on it and I had a blast. I don't have anything interesting to say so I'll buzz off.

I am indulging in myself this weekend.

Never again will I take advantage of my home. My quiet, still house with my big bed and blue sheets. Wonderful oasis of my stuff. The stuff I've acquired over the years, through my parents, through past relationships, through the vintage shops here in town, it's all mine. How wonderful the feeling to come home to familiararity, to come home to ( Read more... )

This entry being right after the insanely long-winded, never-again-will-it-be-that-way entry, I really don't have anything to say. I have been relaxing, and I feel incredible. However, I'm flying home today, (and I'm determined not to drink on the flight!!) and I will be in my beautiful apartment. In the morning I'm going to look for my sneezy ( Read more... )

In true narcissistic fashion, and by the request of a few friends, here is my version of bragging rights ( Read more... )

I had a short, pleasant conversation with someone who is quickly becoming a dear friend. Somehow he manages to keep things in crytsal clear perpective, and the ego boost to go with it. Thank you. Simple, but straight from my heart. Thank you ( Read more... )

What would I ever do without my family.Momma and Poppa drove up late Saturday night just to be with me. Oh the love that I felt when I saw them at my door. I am so terribly sorry about interfereing with your trip. Really I am. And I am beginning to feel extremely selfish and childish for doing so. But thank you. Thank you soo much ( Read more... )

I believe I have settled. A new, lonely calm has taken the place of complete abandon, and I am in France. Cote d' Azur. I'm at the Lou Cagnard in St-Tropez. A young couple own it and they are going room by room fixing it up. They are doing a wonderful job, and graciously set me in a room until I was myself again. They serve breakfast in the shade ( Read more... )