One could be both listless in one's current life, determined to change it, and yet still a bit clueless on how to go about doing so. You know, hypothetically speaking. I've got this, you know, friend... who... yeah.
I am listless in the job that I am doing, since I am good at it, yet bored because it is not stimulating or what I want to be doing. I am determined to not be doing it for the rest of my life. I am listless as the thing I want most to be doing in my life isn't coming as easy as I want it, but determined to position myself in it. I am listless in the fact that I am not the size I want to be and all of my efforts to change it have been fruitless thus far, yet determined to keep up the efforts even without the results. I am listless of sherrardoh's constent attempts to bring me down, yet determined to ignore him.
I too personify this conundrum. I don't know how exactly to elaborate... I suppose it's a feeling of "I want to do a great many things - someday. And I know I will do them. Just... not right now. Right now I am tired/sick/busy with corporate bullshit/trying to get something smaller done first/getting ready to go to lunch."
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