I miss the kate i loved in new york. How messed up is that. it's like every moment since then has been one horrible reminder of how poorly I make decisions. I really think that I shouldn't be allowed to date without psychiatric counseling.

Mike

I'm bored and everyone I know in Gainesville (all like 3 people) are gone for the weekend or working.

So my plans involve lots of TV, movies and job seeking. WEEE.

ermmm
yeah

life

Mike

Is when you have a bad day, it lasts forever ( Read more... )

im moving back to florida in less than a week ( Read more... )

walking into my room (i had the lights off int he room and it was only lit by the tv and a light on around another corner ( Read more... )

So the job is aperntly not in atlanta any more, not it is in Dallas.

As for an explantaion I want to blow my head off at my current job and I havent had even a nibble at other journalism jobs in over a year.

So I decided to go corporate and attempt to make a bajillion dollars.

anyone want to be in my harem now?

Life

Mike

I may be moving to atlanta to work in the corporate world doing sales.

Mike

and failed. but foa specific reason. opening up that part of me, working on creating words, people, worlds, whatever. It opened upt he part of my mind that feeds the halucinations. Within moments I could feel them behind me in my dark room watching, curious, slightly malevolent ( Read more... )

I feel something trying to push it's way out of me. not literally. It's like there is somethign stuck inside me and it wants to come out, something pushed and hidden so well even I don't know where it went ( Read more... )

I had a small episode last night. It was a sort of strange one, not really in that it was probably my biggest episode in many largely episode free months, but it was a new variation on an old hallucination ( Read more... )