The gap inside me allows for constant possibilities, like balancing on a precipice I feel as though anything can be done whilst failure can envelope me. If I believe in destiny maybe everything is fine but I don’t want to believe that. What is possible is terrifying as I know all that is stopping me is me. It’s nice to think that what has already ( Read more... )

 I've decided to start writing in this blog again; it seems a shame to put a stop to something that has gone on for quite a while. The impetus to fill myself with new experiences has come to a halt or an excruciatingly slow crawl. I feel as though my frozen interior has leaked out into the exterior world and can be blamed for the insanely cold ( Read more... )

The next in the series of my silly journal updates ( Read more... )

My mind seems to have shifted somewhat. I look back poignantly before this shift in perception left me where I am now. At least back then i could take hold and shake back and forth the almost tangible idea of being, truth, and self that held me in stead for most of my life. However, as solid as it seemed i didn't take into account the support peg ( Read more... )

last friday I ventured into shoreditch to see the homecoming of a living legend. Back from the dusty south and bringing with him a sack full of sunbaked songs full of personal struggles with God and battles with demons. The lead singer from lift to experience has beckoned me to follow him into the Spitz. interspersing each blistering acoustic song ( Read more... )

So much work to do....... I am really looking forward to Christmas back ( Read more... )

Well my first essay of the year is done and dusted. However, I have three due in by the end of this month. One piece of work I have to complete is a 2500 word essay on metaphysics....mmmmmm nice ( Read more... )

The second year is almost upon me, and even now it feels different than what it previously did . It doesn't feel like an impending wave that's about to crash down and leave me with an equal chance of drowning or rising to the surface. It now feels similar to a new morning with the prospect of great changes and journey's being completed by the ( Read more... )

adventures in the north!! chester zoo! (everything a monkey does is funny) it is an emperical fact a mandrill is a cross dressing baboon. We bought colour splash lomo's! expect interesting photo's soon.

Here I am, after a long sabbatical from the internet. I have been spending time with chrissie in london and liverpool. It has been lovely, although I find my self filled with worry and anxiety these days. I can't really put my finger on why i have been feeling this way recently. I think it is the fact that I got decent grades in the first year, and ( Read more... )