Yeah I know I've been very boring lately, but not much has happened to me. I'm doing well, except my back is beyond fucked. I need to see if my chiropractor can see me soon ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so tired you can't sleep? I am beyond tired. I am so fucking out of it.

I moved to a bigger real estate office. The small one just wasn't going to cut it for me. So I feel like an ass because I let some very nice people down, but I need to make money ( Read more... )

Well my husband has been gone for almost a week. He got shipped to Las Vegas for a big fire. It was over 8000 acres. He ran the medical unit. I am very proud of him, but I have my own life too. I am glad that he worked all this overtime, we do need the money, but man ( Read more... )

Well if you read my last post, you might wonder what happened after we talked. I have stayed with my hubby. I am still crushed, but I can't be a hipacrit, if thats how you spell it ( Read more... )

My husband told me today that he wants to bring other people into our marriage. He wants to fuck other girls, and that I'm supposed to be ok with this. I don't think so. I love my husband more than my own life. I want to be with only him. I may flirt with other people, but I would never act on anything. I dream of my husband. I have never felt the ( Read more... )

My daughter finished the 5th grade today. I can't believe that I have a baby in the 6th grade. Where did the time go? Wasn't it yesterday that I had my little little girl? I look at her and I still see her as my baby. I guess I always will ( Read more... )

I took my mid-term today. Of course if you know me, you know that I don't study. So I passed, but by the skin of my teeth (whatever that term means). I need to study. I just have never been that type of person. I also found out that its going to cost me around $3000.00 to get started. That is the upstart, I have to pay the monthly dues too. Man no ( Read more... )

I had to say goodbye today to a great friend. Stewart Little was one of my dogs. He and his wife Lilly went to live with another family. We are planning on moving into a smaller backyard when we are done with this house. So we thought this would be a good time to find them a home. We were very lucky and found them a home together. I cried as I ( Read more... )

I have some sort of sliiping disorder. I don't get tired till about 12:30 and then I lie in bed for about 2 hours and toss and turn. I eventually move out to the couch as not to wake my husband. I finally get to sleep at about 3:00 or 3:30 am. I wake up at least twice after that. SO all together I get about 3 hours sleep at the most. Man when I got ( Read more... )