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remind(h)er.

over and over and over and over and over.
like a monkey with a  miniature cymbal.

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and we should never become the people who’s hearts beat so separately, they take breaths in different rooms.

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what is this.
this ache so deep it pulls on my insides and sets them ablaze.

this constant feeling of inferiority because im always the one who calls.

this distance that sets me as far away from you as it does to my father.

this fear to tell you how i feel.

this gnawing on my chest with teeth so razor sharp.

this excuse for a friendship because a lie is ( Read more... )

ive found so much happiness amidst the mess that has been this year but slowly, i feel that happiness being taken away from me ( Read more... )

i need to start writing again.
i need to read more.
my brain is stupid.

a total of eighteen hours of work, run on three hours of sleep ( Read more... )

its such a chore blogging from an iPhone and so i have been missing ( Read more... )

phuket tomorrow!