yet again i relize how much i hate this fuckin site but i like to read other peoples problems.

OH AND ANOTHER THING , FUCK YOU. NOT YOU ...THE PERSON BEHIND YOU ....YEAH YOU.


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im getting so fuckin sick of living here lately. im such a BAD PERSON ....nothing is fair to kara , AND IM ALWAYS IN THE WRONG. i wanna go home .... i hate waking up every day and feeling so fuckin sick. i guess lately ive been wonderinf if this is actualy going to work.

but like i said , i just wanna go home.

ok , i dont things. i hate the feeling of not knowing or always being the one to blame. dont do things that i would make fun of you for and i wont make fun. i am a bully , grew up a bully and always will be one....want me to change? too bad i guess. not int he harsh way , its just how i am ...like sorry , too bad ...im always a fuckin jerk right? ( Read more... )

ok so , martin got this really funny xmas card that was from his boss , and it was all computer made....NO LOVE AT ALL. who the hell does that? pretty good way to spend money i think .... NOT <---(bring back bill&ted)...ANYHOW ...ive got something that KILLS your card martin... this is from my mom , witch i havent seen in a good 8-10 years. she ( Read more... )

i feel uber weird.... thi sis yet another christmas without my family ...but the first one where i am not with any of my family ...i shouldnt say that , this is my new family...but i still feel awkward. and i dont like this feeling.

i guess everything will be alright.

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ok , so this day just keeps getting worse ( Read more... )

i really dont like the taste of blood , i figure this is just stress now , im a wreck ...deep down inside these past couple days have payed a toll on my innards. anxiety is in full effect. there is blood in the subway soup bowl and a crack in my heart ( Read more... )

plain and simple ..oakbank makes me want to down cyanide

p.fuckin.s.

http://www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk/

suck an egg.


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