i am here.

y'know .... i dont know why i give a fuck. i shouldnt. there is just a point and place when you have to say to yourself ....."fuck it". it only makes sence to me like this. so yes. fuck it.

i havent seen me momma in a good 7 years. and the last time we talked , i hung up on her ( Read more... )

the past few weeks have been haggard. it feels like kara is slipping away from me and i dont understand why. none of these questions are directed at you ...just shit i need to get off of my chest ( Read more... )

5:26am ....
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And I cannot stop shaking because you cannot stop shaking
and these chords they are trembling because your words they are bleeding
And these holes in my hands are for you, just for you
She called out to her maker to now be her savior
My love, these holes in my hands are for you, just for you

i cant come to terms with what is happening. somtimes i think im losing my mind.... days like this make me wonder if i can go on. wtf am i whining about anyways.

i love you ronnie.
forever&ever

i died again today.

i never wanted to make you cry.

im sorry.

KARA WILL BE HERE IN 3 DAYS!!! hoooly fuck im super excited. i havent been this excited since they made BlackLabel 8% into the BIG 10%!!! and let me tell you , i was excited.


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AAAAAAAND ... just incase anyone is interested www.thunders.ca :D

ok OBVIOUSLY Johnny Thunders is a god. i just wanted to share that with you.