damn, so i went on this really long run today around bellaire. i just kept going. i didnt really know where.. it was just like i was letting my feet take me wherever. it was like i could feel the adrinaline pumping in my legs. they were so happy to be doing something other than sitting at my desk studying. but MAN im never taking bongo on a run ( Read more... )

"no matter that she was selfconscious, uninformed, and a virgin many times over. a girl could dream."

"...The dreams werent as pleasing when they had no chance of coming true."

oh bee.

STOP WATCHING THE NEWS JOHNSIE.

im kinda FREAKIN out.

but yay for no school.

everyone pllllllease be careful.

it toook be an hour to get gas today.. AH.

i heart my bee. i do. reallllly do.

enough said?
i think so.

sooo firstly i discovered i have intimacy issues. or im scared of it? yeah thats strange i realize. but i just thought id throw that out there.. for the dogs. haha yall arent really dogs.. but anyway ( Read more... )

okay fistly, nolan tucker is really cute.

second:

i am here you know? i never went anywhere. got it? dont feel bad to use me. thats what im here for. i wish you still trusted me.

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so today, my mom didnt drag me out of bed. it was more like, her silently telling me how much she respected my decision to get out of bed in the morning to go to school, work and church, when i really dotn have to. (ex. school) haha but anyway.. lately they have been really supportive of everythin i want to do ( Read more... )

ahh yes, saturday night home alone. just me, the computer humming, and my ACT book. haha i jusrt spent the last 3 hours doing a practice test. which i did pretty decent on considering it was my actual test. 28 english and 31 on math etc. haha science.. not as good. haha i need to refresh my memory. im tryign to play catch up. i should have done ( Read more... )

i promised myself i wouldnt fall, but here ive fallen.
god, you have to save me
youre my last and only hope.

ive learned the pride comes before the fall.
i know im not as strong as i thought,
all i can do is cry to you, oh god.

sooo mac got me thinking.. i really dont feel like anymore.. i have anyone who is like THE ONE PERSON I HAVE TO TELL EVERYTHING.. i dont get it really like this year i feel like such a loner, like i dont have a class with most of my good friends, except english, which is awesome. anyway i miss having that ONE person who always wanted to know what i ( Read more... )