I'm tired of using cuts

[dont_fall_4_me]

            It didn’t take me long to figure out that I was chubbier than my little sister.  Chubbier than my older brother.  What I couldn’t figure out was why I was chubbier.  I thought I ate what they ate.  I thought I did what they did.  However, for some reason, I was always bigger than they were.  I never had a little kid

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[angelbum]

I think most girls do have issues with self image. I know I always have, even when I was fairly young. People are rude. They point out the littlest flaws and then you feel horrible about it. I think the "beauty queens" still have issues, they're just better about hiding it. A lot of people think I'm very self-confidant about my looks, but I'm always seeing girls and thinking "Wow..she's way prettier than me.." it's just something that goes with being a girl. *shrugs*

[dont_fall_4_me]

you are beauuuutiful in every siiiiingle waaaaay...

okay, that was to represent my sappy singing.

anyway thanks for the response doesn't look like anyone else is interested in my chubby childhood.

but now that I have your attention. question: Do you ever feel BAD for feeling bad about yourself because you know a *lot of girls would kill to look like you?

* in my case the morbidly obese or the horribly disfigured.

[angelbum]

Yeah, I do. Because I know I'm not completely homely. I'm not even close to it. But when I look in the mirror all I can see are these little flaws. And then I'll see someone who is a burn victim or something like that and think "My God you're a self-centred little bitch. You have NOTHING wrong with you. People are probably jealous of you at times...yet all you can do is complain because your nose isn't perfect, your boobs aren't big enough, you wish your ass was smaller, your hair sucks. GROW UP!"

And then I feel terrible..but that feeling doesn't last long enough and I'm back to wishing I looked more like someone else.

[justcallmekate]

i dont think there's a girl on the face of this earth that is happy with the way she looks. if we're skinny we want to be heavier (or skinnier- who knows) if we're chubby we wanna be skinny, if we're curly we want straight- and straight wants curly. And yeah... since you mentioned it... i guess i might feel bad cuz i mean i guess we are all lucky that we arent morbidly obese or horribly disfigured... if we became that way, we'd look at pictures of ourselves now and wonder why we didnt think we were beautiful

[dont_fall_4_me]

<3

you should post in your lj. I'd read it.

[dont_fall_4_me]

Erica Heaton doesn't have to die, she repented.

I hope Kristen Breaux gets thyroid problems though.

[dont_fall_4_me]

hmmm.

maybe not. =(

message me on aim, please.