im just not sure of anything anymore ( Read more... )

i may be moving to long island over the next couple of months. i got invited to stay with one of my friends who is moving there too, and wants to rent a house out there. its only around an hour away from manhattan so it wont be that far from the college i hopefully get into. i dont even need to go job hunting i could just transfer over. but im ( Read more... )

well ive been looking at apartments across the river, some of them are actually nice and dont cost as much as i thought i would need a roomate of course but i figure i can do it while still working at going to school. or next year i may go to college in the city. woahh i cant wait until college i really really want to go in the city. life = great ( Read more... )

i feel soo restless. i really feel like moving, my dad would have no problem with that at all minus the fact that we already started paying for dutchess. ugh. i like majority of my friends here but there's just always so much drama it just gets to you after a while. THERE IS ABSOLUTLY nothing to do. i could be walking around town with my friends in ( Read more... )

i really hate people. well good thing for it im not going to be here in a couple of months. the only thing i have to say is......

to all of you people that make me feel like crap screw you, and i cant wait until karma gets you because sure enough it will. have fun with that.

i think i have a fever again, can some one cheer for me, and say

this is a nice way to start the summer by being really sick ive had a fever since early this morning. my nose wont stop running, my head feels like its going to cave in. i want tea with honey, and to play with nintendogs seeing how im not going anywhere for a while. i cant wait for thursday JUPITER SUNRISE!!!!

i got my scheldule for dutchess next year, and its awesome i can work more! oh yea i have a job at jc penny, and zuimez now! im going to go out and celebrate this weekend. oh but getting back to dutchess so, on tuesdays and thrusdays i get out at 3:50, and mondays, wednesdays, and fridays i get out around 12. WORK WORK WORK. the only thing is that ( Read more... )

this is going to sound strange but i could care less. i think i understand why im getting servely depressed most of the time. i dont like change to much and this year i changed to a new apartment. which i like but its a change. ive also noticed myself changing, and its almost like im fighting with myself, to stay the same way as i was at the age ( Read more... )

im so sick right now, i havent eaten anything all day because i cant even keep water down, so at this point im just throwing up stomach acid. im so light headed and dizzy and now on top of all of this i have to run to my school without becoming sick in the car ride there to get my rough draft for a paper that is 45 points, and about half my grade ( Read more... )

i love mostly everybody, and i smell from baseball.
i never get to see you anymore, the most ive seen you is twice a week? maybe three. hopefully it will get better when your school is over?