so im going really good, i started keeping a diary. andi havent been as faithful to the computer as i would have liked to which has caused me to gain 10 lbs.... ugh so right now im at 137ish... i dont know my scale broke a aouple of days ago but im on my 2nd day of fasting and im goign strong, ran 5 miles doing better! ! !  thanks <3

"i'm always here for you" ya know those ones??? well to them: " well where the hell are you now when i need you the most??? huh??? oh you got a headahce?? oh im sorry im crying my eyes out and i cant sleep..... you told me you would alwasys be there if i ever needed you....... i need you now! ! ! please.... i hate myself because of you and you wont ( Read more... )

so i did not eat a single thing for 5 days straight just water and plain tea.... 5 days... so is it bad to eat over 1000 cals after doing that???

You know who you are... if your reading this i friggin love you! !  your my insperation! ! ! you have helped me, although it feels like we never talk any more you still inspire me to pursue my goal wieght even if it means restricting my food intake.... and exerciseing like a humming bird! !  i hope you are doing well with all your studies!  ! and ( Read more... )

so yeah the cake thing happened then i thought well i will just have a very little bit to eat today (which was yesterday) and i did it worked but then this morning i had sooo much i puked some but not aaallll of ti so now i feel bloated and discusting! ! ! ! i csant wait for school to start bc then i would be distracted from food at all like last ( Read more... )

ok sooo ive been trying to lose weight forever so when my friend told me about proanorexia i went to it and decied to try it out... i didnt eat NE THING for 2 whole days i felt soooo goooodddd i thought that i had lost 10 lbs i have never done somethign like that before but hten i came home and lucky me it was my little brothers b-day so my mom ( Read more... )

welll i hate myself and compared to the girls in the proanerxia community i am obese.... i am 5'2 and 133 lbs! ! ! i hate my body..... i want to be anerxic skinny like i want all my bones to show... although all my friends tell me that "oh its all muscle" "your sooo muscluer" I DONT WANT TO BE "MUSCULER"! ! ! ! ! i want to be skinny as fuck! ! !  i ( Read more... )