today was far too long and far too stressful. i can't say it was the worst day ever because not bad things happened but i'd say it was pretty fucking close. maybe a car accident when i fell asleep (twice) driving home this afternoon would have pushed it over the line ( Read more... )

i changed my mind. i'm glad i work. because if i didn't, i would be doing absolutely nothing this summer. at least if i don't have a social life, i can blame it on me working too much.

not sure if im psyched to get back in new york or not. i mean it's probably better than here but who the fuck knows anymore.

ugh i hate when good things happening to good people really just makes you feel like crap.

i kind of just want to ruin the rest of weekend and remember it as "the one that sucked a lot of hairy balls".

but really. i kind of want to tear my gut out right now.

bahhhh i am devoting the rest of my summer to saving money, losing 15 pounds and training for cross country.

i am not devoting it to any loser boy[s], smoking cigarettes or trying to figure out why the "r" key on my computer has a dent in it.

1. How often do you cry ( Read more... )

ugh. i HATE being this irritated and cranky at everyone and everything and everyone is just being a fucking asshole and i kind of just want to curl up in a freezer for the rest of the week.

at least until saturday.

i don’t know where we’re going ( Read more... )

1. What is your current relationship status? - single ( Read more... )

i hate waiting.

if someone doesn't want to hang out with you, they should just TELL you so you stop calling them. honestly. if you don't want to hang out, let me know because i'm so fucking sick of one-sided relationships.