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Hey, its me.
Well...it has been over a year since I have written on here. I haven't taken the time to read my past posts..just saw the beginning of my last post and thought "Wow...I'm so glad that is over"! Alot has changed both within me and in my external world. I sometimes wonder how it can be that I am still best friends with my best friend from high school ( Read more... ) -
pinball emotions
I made a new journal to journal my moods everyday to track my moods and all. Supposedly it really helps treatment and all. I doubt that anyone is interested in reading about my paranoia or what medications I take but if they are, you can comment and I will give you a link to it.
i am resentful against bipolar.
"Rapid cycling, defined as having four ( Read more... ) -
Well Jesus Christ, I'm not scared to die, I'm a little bit scared of what comes after...
So this weekend was good. Much more enjoyable than last weekend. Don't know if I posted about that, but it was insane. Got to have a little conversation with my friend which was cool and got lost on the way to see taking back sunday so I decided to drive back to atlanta. the main reason i went was just to say "hi" to my friend and see her and I did ( Read more... ) -
losing my religion..literally
"That's me in the corner
That's me in the spotlight,
I'm losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don't know if I can do it
Oh no, I've said too much
I haven't said enough"-R.E.M -
Why do i doubt God?
Thank goodness there is no real drama in my life ( Read more... ) -
Supply and demand and blah, blah, blah..
Life is going better (you know it always does..it is just the trick of waiting things out). I have been studying like a mad woman for global economics and doing all the review questions, so far I haven't done so well on those...but atleast I can say I tried my best. I have a huge test tomorrow and am pretty much freaking out because I desperately ( Read more... ) -
I love you so much that I started praying...
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?
romantically: it has been probably a year
2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you would do?
hahaha. Go to the bathroom probably, cause I just woke up.
3. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope. I don't think I would fit anyways.
4. Where is your mom?
at work in the ER ( Read more... ) -
Survey time again everyone..
1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Always my hair. It is just the way things should go...
2.Whats the color of your favorite hoodie?
some faded color of black
3. Do you like coffee?
yes, I love it madly
4. How do you get to school?
I drive to the marta station, then take the train, and do lots of walking
5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
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I Have Lots Of Free Time Tonight...
Top 100 Questions
1. NAME ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT ?
um. I have a scar on my hand from having the chicken pox at 4. I will keep you in suspense about every other scar I have..muahahha.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
A hell of alot of stuff. Lots of posters and pictures from a previous life (aka early high school). I have ( Read more... ) -
i'm bored as hell
EIGHT LASTS
8. last time you had sex? never
7. last beverage: water
6. last phone call: Lauren when i first got up
5. last text message: telling Sara I am going to Melting Pot
4. last cd played: The Mars Volta "Amputechture" ---sooo good.
3. last BUBBLE bath: a long time ago, probably at 7
2. last time you cried: last night when my dad was a jerk
1. snack ( Read more... )